Greetings again. *This time on a more positive note*
I have come to the realization that every time something amazing comes into my life *especially such a major transformation* - it needs to literally slam one door for another to open. Where the whole situation with the ex was scary and dramatic - it was a necessary change. The balance of the universe depended on such a crappy situation to bring about the bliss that I am currently experiencing.
I feel as though this major change has brought about growth and shown me that I can rise above the situation without hatred....and that surprises me. This fucker has stole my shit and fucked with my life, but I'm kind of in a zen state about it. Maybe it's just Patrick who has made the transition mostly seemless, maybe it is me learning not to fight change ..who knows.
As I drove to work yesterday morning - the sun was shining, the ocean was a beautiful blue green, and I realized that life is pretty damn good at the moment, on that first day of spring.
I have 9 days to pack all of my belongings and get out of the house, but even that isn't really stressing me out.
I've been blowin' up the scene in my fire spinning class *despite the fact that spinning behind my back is hard as fuck* - and that feels pretty damn good, as well.
As my 27th birthday rolls around next week, I think back about where I have come from, where I've gone, and look forward to where I will go. I've decided to plant a tree on my birthday; finally burying Elijah's placenta *yes, I have kept it in my freezer for over 3 years now* along with my dreads *which I had for the 3 years previous to my 25th birthday - including traveling the country, pregnancy, birth, and introduction into motherhood*
I feel that a long and major chapter of my life is coming to a close and I look ahead to the adventures before me with a clear head, an open heart, and a sound soul.
I want to take a moment to thank all of my friends on here for being such a rockin' group of people. I value, love and respect all of you...keep on bein' you.
Much Love and Blessings~
Briana
Both of these guys rock my socks
And look oh-so-cute together 
I have come to the realization that every time something amazing comes into my life *especially such a major transformation* - it needs to literally slam one door for another to open. Where the whole situation with the ex was scary and dramatic - it was a necessary change. The balance of the universe depended on such a crappy situation to bring about the bliss that I am currently experiencing.
I feel as though this major change has brought about growth and shown me that I can rise above the situation without hatred....and that surprises me. This fucker has stole my shit and fucked with my life, but I'm kind of in a zen state about it. Maybe it's just Patrick who has made the transition mostly seemless, maybe it is me learning not to fight change ..who knows.
As I drove to work yesterday morning - the sun was shining, the ocean was a beautiful blue green, and I realized that life is pretty damn good at the moment, on that first day of spring.
I have 9 days to pack all of my belongings and get out of the house, but even that isn't really stressing me out.
I've been blowin' up the scene in my fire spinning class *despite the fact that spinning behind my back is hard as fuck* - and that feels pretty damn good, as well.
As my 27th birthday rolls around next week, I think back about where I have come from, where I've gone, and look forward to where I will go. I've decided to plant a tree on my birthday; finally burying Elijah's placenta *yes, I have kept it in my freezer for over 3 years now* along with my dreads *which I had for the 3 years previous to my 25th birthday - including traveling the country, pregnancy, birth, and introduction into motherhood*
I feel that a long and major chapter of my life is coming to a close and I look ahead to the adventures before me with a clear head, an open heart, and a sound soul.
I want to take a moment to thank all of my friends on here for being such a rockin' group of people. I value, love and respect all of you...keep on bein' you.
Much Love and Blessings~
Briana
Both of these guys rock my socks
And look oh-so-cute together
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luv and flirtsaltations!