i spent last night watching a movie with at my friends house, spent most of yesterday studying chess, and worked all of 2 and a half hours. i asked a girl out on a date which i dont think ive ever done. it bothers me how afraid people are of being rejected and saying " hey, do you wanna hang out?" so i decided on, in person...
me 'are you seeing anyone?'
her 'um, no'
me 'can i take you out on a date'
her 'are you serious'
me 'um, yeah actually'
awkward pause
me' you can say no, and that would be fine, i just thougth it would be kinda... great'
hernervous laugh' can i think about it'
me 'sure, ill see you later'
i love being so articulate. im trying very hard not to think about it at all. wonder and that crap. i mean.... why should i? it gets in the way of life. *sigh* it is a nice day outside. im glad i work at a borrito place which feeds me and i get to try to learn spanish. i have my own little corner in the coffee shop all to my self.
me 'are you seeing anyone?'
her 'um, no'
me 'can i take you out on a date'
her 'are you serious'
me 'um, yeah actually'
awkward pause
me' you can say no, and that would be fine, i just thougth it would be kinda... great'
hernervous laugh' can i think about it'
me 'sure, ill see you later'
i love being so articulate. im trying very hard not to think about it at all. wonder and that crap. i mean.... why should i? it gets in the way of life. *sigh* it is a nice day outside. im glad i work at a borrito place which feeds me and i get to try to learn spanish. i have my own little corner in the coffee shop all to my self.
