time for everyone to hate me again. there will be i told you so's and unkept threats. I have no desire to defend myself with explaining how i feel, or how this effects me or how i look at things. its not so much my way to do that without being asked and people didn't seem too keen on asking me last time. i think its easy to forget there it wasnt just one way. i would like to be able to spend time around the people we enjoyed being around but i dont think i would be so welcome and i wouldnt want too take that away from you even if i was welcome. I dont really feel much of anything right now. I hope to wait a while before i do.
hmm..
hmm..
If I understand correctly what you're saying here, it's the same point I tried to make all morning and you argued against. If I misunderstand, I apologize.