Hey all,
I am having to step away from SG for awhile. I may return but I am undetermined at the moment.
Society is still not accepting of women's bodies, as sad and ridiculous as that it, and I am paying the price for being deviant from that socitial norm. A women's body is beautiful, work of art, and something that women shouldn't be ashamed to show. However, it is still shamed by the non-verbal actions of others and those of us who have progressed passed that negative concept are the outcast, divergents, and unaccepted individuals of society.
Also it's a shame that society does not understand there are different meanings of Suicide. In no way does Suicide Girls endorse suicide by the traditional terms of taking ones life. If anything it is quite the opposite. It gives individuals who might have thought about suicide a place to escape to where they fit in. Like myself. Suicide in this context of Suicide girls means social suicide. Stepping away from the societal norm and essentially commitmenting social suicide by exploring an area that isn't accepted and shunned by socety. This needs to be educated to people.
I unfortunately lost something I loved dearly because of this and I don't know if I am willing to continue my participation due to fear of loosing whatever the future holds. I do have some thinking to do and a lot of decisions to make. I am highly disappointed in the fact I have to do this and wish things were different but I have to protect my ability to live a functioning life.
I do still have a set pending that I will let go live in 2 months and be live for 3 months. At that point I will determine if I shall return with some other specific boundaries set or if I will leave SG entirely.
Until then I urge you to continue to follow me and be patient during this period of grieving and changes I am going through.
Please check out the other beautiful ladies (and gentlemen) on this site as well as follow my best friend @jaga.
