~Bitter? Using my falsified words as your only weapon. you lied and filled my head with what i wanted to hear. now this girl thinks she loves you!
How could it mean so much to me and nothing to you?
BLINDSIDED! how could the most important person in my life commit the ultimate crime? i would have shared ANYTHING with you. but not this time. was my love that inadequate?
your lack of respect proved how little i meant to you. it would have been better, but i'll make it without you. somethings are just forbiden...........
Everyday is a trial of my life. everywhere i look, everything i hear reminds me of you.
I would like to thank you though. For letting me think we would work things out, then sleeping with someone and lying to my face about it. i loved you more than anything in this world. i never imagined my life without you. i lost my love and my best friend.
Now all i have left is the day by day inspiration that i get upon reflection of this incident. It is accompanied by a sick feeling in my stomach along with a BITTER taste left in my mouth.
Fuck you both. i am content with myself. are you?
i remenis of you. remenis and remember the time i spent with you. time and time again. i still feel you lying next to me.
that place in my heart that was overflowing with love now lies vacant.
How could it mean so much to me and nothing to you?
BLINDSIDED! how could the most important person in my life commit the ultimate crime? i would have shared ANYTHING with you. but not this time. was my love that inadequate?
your lack of respect proved how little i meant to you. it would have been better, but i'll make it without you. somethings are just forbiden...........
Everyday is a trial of my life. everywhere i look, everything i hear reminds me of you.
I would like to thank you though. For letting me think we would work things out, then sleeping with someone and lying to my face about it. i loved you more than anything in this world. i never imagined my life without you. i lost my love and my best friend.
Now all i have left is the day by day inspiration that i get upon reflection of this incident. It is accompanied by a sick feeling in my stomach along with a BITTER taste left in my mouth.
Fuck you both. i am content with myself. are you?
i remenis of you. remenis and remember the time i spent with you. time and time again. i still feel you lying next to me.
that place in my heart that was overflowing with love now lies vacant.
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pflanagan:
why does this much pain always flow so beautifly into words? probably because so few people are lacking in pain. it can be understood. felt. remembered.
btb4:
