dyspnea

"When Girls Telephone Boys"

Always the same old taste just new injury

I can call you when i get back,

But don't speak, don't say anything
In case we ever do meet again...

Something's wrong with you


... and I hope we never do meet again (FUCK YOU FOREVER)

deftones

dear april,
apparently you have forgotten that the thing that made us leave massachusetts was you. apparently you have forgotten that i left because i had to. apparently you have forgotten the chris incidents. are the things that make you sad the result of your own choices? or are they the result of some chaotic controlling force? do you blame yourself, or god, or me?...
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i find myself atleast once daily sitting here in front of this computer trying, wanting to update but i fear i have nothing to say... nothing interesting, nothing new, nothing at all...

... i've said to much, lets move on shall we?

people=shit

beliefs allow the mind to stop functioning.

A non-functioning mind is clinically dead.

BeLIEve in NOTHING

it has been a while... not too much to say... or EVERYTHING to say, i just dont know where to begin. so i guess i wont.

i hate complaining all the time. on the bright side... i got a new tattoo... that always makes me smile

dear tristan,

you are a rotten piece of shit and i hope you die.

thats all...

how can one person have such bad luck? i swear to god im cursed

im so sick of this place. i need to leave before i go insane... i want to move to london, ireland, canada... i want out of this country. i just dont want to move alone. i guess im too afraid... i have noone.

i want to live in a city with no friends and family... i want to look out the window of my color...
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Disaster strikes...

i (for the first time) have received food poisoning. Thank you burger king ( fucking assholes). i am going to die now...