dysphunkcional

well things are starting to look up.

i got fired uhm.... 3 days ago but i got a job at a temp place till i can find another job. they said i can work for them as long as i want which is cool.

i have the money to pay my car note which is great.

im not worried about the other bills yet because theyll juss add a late fee to it if anything. so im doing alright. im happy again. i went to the doctors about being crappy all the time and so now im in a slightly decent mood. i juss have to remember to stay calm.


this is what ive been listening to lately:

Manson-- The Dope Show -- from Lest we forget the best of

The drugs they say
Make us feel so hollow
We love in vain
Narcissistic and so shallow
The cops and queers
To swim you have to swallow
Hate today
No love for tomorrow
We're all stars now in the dope show
We're all stars now in the dope show
There's lots of pretty, pretty ones
Who want to get you high
But all the pretty, pretty ones
Will leave you low
And blow your mind
We're all stars now in the dope show
We're all stars now in the dope show
They love you when you're on all the covers
When you're not then they love another
They love you when you're on all the covers
When you're not then they love another
The drugs they say
Are made in California
We love your face
We'd really like to sell you
The cops and queers
Make good-looking models
I hate today
Who will I wake up with tomorrow?
There's lots of pretty, pretty ones
Who want to get you high
But all the pretty, pretty ones
Will leave you low
And blow your mind
They love you when you're on all the covers
When you're not then they love another
They love you when you're on all the covers
When you're not then they love another
There's lots of pretty, pretty ones
Who want to get you high
But all the pretty, pretty ones
Will leave you low
And blow your mind
They'll blow your mind
We're all stars now in the dope show
We're all stars now in the dope show

this cd fucking rocks! i love it!