dyse

I remeber thinking, way back before this all started, about being in this country for a whole year. I was scared and thought that i may not come home. but here I am ten months later, not afraid, not worried, i don't even flinch at loud explosions any more. Its funny how even you worst fears can become a casual event in your evening routine. I am afarid of losing all fear. I was once told that, fear you can control is your greatest allie but fear that controls you will get you killed. what about no fear?