dyse

great new i am finally home and am partying my ass off. i just wanna say thanx for all those apreciative people who bought me drink and took care of me at the bars. i don't remeber who you are but thats your fault. just so glad to be home with my best friend and enjoy life, beer and naked women that dance on poles

i am just a worthless liar
i am just an imecile
i will only complicate you
trust in me and fall as well
i will find a center in you
i will chew it up and leave
i will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down



trust me

"sober" Tool


i love those lyrics. for along time i felt like that and...
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well this time next month i will be home
can't wait. i am gonna be so damn drunk. and i get four days off as soon as i get released so you know what that means.....DENVER!!!!
First rounds on me

Another day is gone thank god. soon i will be home. buy my new car get my new guitar. buy some beer and go to the bar. oh yes the fun i will have.

once again i found that my life sucks. i work all day to accomplish nothing. The army is a good place but some of the leadership isn't all its cracked up to be. anyway. the day is over and tomarrow is another day, hopefully a better one but well see. God i can't wait to come home

torn away by open feelings
crawl away and hear me breathing
find another answer to the million dollar question
and know what all are suposed to do

let me see you open inside
let touch your heart and make it stop
just another answer to the million dollar question
and who am i trying to fool

"?" by Dyse

it sounds like lyrics because thats...
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"Little angel, go away...
Come again some other day....
devil has my ear today....
I'll never hear a word you say...
he promised i would fin a little solace and some peace of mind....
Whatever. Just as long as i don't feel so desperate and ravenous.

I'm so weak and powerless over you..."
Weak and powerless APC
I love that song and that lyric is...
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Superbowl sunday in Iraq. well no game but i can always see the scores later. this blow no superbowl party with wings and beer and pizza and OH MY GOD I WANT TO GO HOME!!!......just a few more months, Oh by the way i got some new pics

I have been debating on putting some "special" Pics up. I am still quite unsure about what kinda feed back i would get from those who i have made friends with. so a little input would be nice.Thanx

Another day in this shithole is over and that makes me happy. i really want the whole deployment to be over but that is still a few months away. then back to Colorado and back to the drinking and parteing and casual sex and electric guitars and reall food. GOD DAMN I MISS THE U.S. SO FUCKING MUCH!!
Sorry didn't mean to yell

ever think time is standing still. You know when you wait for something a minute take an hour, thus is my past year. they say we will be home in two months or so. that sound so good but when you don't have any clue how many days have gone by before lunch two months can take a while. time out here has stopped. missions...
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