I can't do this anymore. I'm so fucking angry at pretty much everyone right now. I wish I would've just answered my cell phone instead of handing it to my mother and vented everything I'm feeling towards him. I looked up to him for so long, wanted to be just like him. Then I learned the truth. Even after all the times he went to jail, I said "his wife is a bitch, she got him arrested just to get him out of the house."
For what?
For him to tell my mother, HIS mother, to go fuck herself and that she's "dead" to him?
He came here, got a job, and everytime he got paid he would fucking disappear. Sometimes for days at a time. First time he said all the tools from his truck were stolen and he snapped and needed to be alone for a while. Now I wonder if they're not in some fucking pawn shop. I've never heard of someone getting robbed so many fucking times.
Then there was that 20 bucks I lent him. He paid me back the next day only to borrow it again a day later. I never saw that again. Or the other 40 I lent him. Or the 65 that was owed for me for "going to work to help out your brother for $10 an hour." Actually I'm wrong I think it was a lot more because I somehow got $50 back from him one time and knew it was way more.
Then I lost count on how many times I loaned my mom money just to hand it right to him so that she would owe me instead of him. The one time when he "wanted to go to the motel with some piece of shit" even though he spent the entire day on the phone accusing his wife of "fucking her boyfriend." I guess it makes you feel better cheating on your wife when you think she's doing it to you.
Now my mom is going to send him $200 tomorrow. After sending him $100 a few days ago, which got there today, and was gone in about 2 hours. Which was after us driving all the way to fucking Virginia following the truck that my parents bought for him, so he could go home to New York. Did I mention that they also gave him about $500 to get home? Guess what? He got "robbed" again.
And then to top it all off. I told my mom I didn't want anything to do with it because this is about the fifth "last dime" she's giving him and then she looked at me and spoke to me the way she should be speaking to him. It hurt me soooo deep. I'm taking her to the bank tomorrow now just because I feel like a piece of shit for standing up for myself.
I'm a complete ball of nerves right now. I just want our normal lives back. It's been 3 years of living hell. I just want to know what I did to deserve all this.
For what?
For him to tell my mother, HIS mother, to go fuck herself and that she's "dead" to him?
He came here, got a job, and everytime he got paid he would fucking disappear. Sometimes for days at a time. First time he said all the tools from his truck were stolen and he snapped and needed to be alone for a while. Now I wonder if they're not in some fucking pawn shop. I've never heard of someone getting robbed so many fucking times.
Then there was that 20 bucks I lent him. He paid me back the next day only to borrow it again a day later. I never saw that again. Or the other 40 I lent him. Or the 65 that was owed for me for "going to work to help out your brother for $10 an hour." Actually I'm wrong I think it was a lot more because I somehow got $50 back from him one time and knew it was way more.
Then I lost count on how many times I loaned my mom money just to hand it right to him so that she would owe me instead of him. The one time when he "wanted to go to the motel with some piece of shit" even though he spent the entire day on the phone accusing his wife of "fucking her boyfriend." I guess it makes you feel better cheating on your wife when you think she's doing it to you.
Now my mom is going to send him $200 tomorrow. After sending him $100 a few days ago, which got there today, and was gone in about 2 hours. Which was after us driving all the way to fucking Virginia following the truck that my parents bought for him, so he could go home to New York. Did I mention that they also gave him about $500 to get home? Guess what? He got "robbed" again.
And then to top it all off. I told my mom I didn't want anything to do with it because this is about the fifth "last dime" she's giving him and then she looked at me and spoke to me the way she should be speaking to him. It hurt me soooo deep. I'm taking her to the bank tomorrow now just because I feel like a piece of shit for standing up for myself.
I'm a complete ball of nerves right now. I just want our normal lives back. It's been 3 years of living hell. I just want to know what I did to deserve all this.
Your brother sounds like my aunt. Two of my aunts, honestly. They've taken hundreds of dollars from my grandpa and my mom over the years, and never paid it back.
And guess what? Now that my grandpa needs to be taken care of b/c my one aunt is LYING and supposedly getting treatment for cancer in NY, guess who is taking care of him?
My mom and one of my good aunts and I. That's it. Neither of those other two bitches have done anything for my grandpa in a while. The one that left for "treatment" is just as bad (if not worse) than the one who is here and doesn't help out at all.
To make matters worse, my mom starts radiation for her uterine cancer treatment on the 24th, and I will have her, my grandpa, and have to try to work too.
Why does family have to suck so bad sometimes?