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I'm not somebody who likes to make choices.
Why ?




Everytime I have to make a choice, or even, everyday in life I feel a huge tree, I mean, an infinite forest. Every pathes, every acts, every words is a part of the tree, a branch, a leaf, a bud. A tree of possibles.

When I leave my parent's home and started my art school, I could feel the hugeness of the possibilities offered to me. I've started nothing - nearly. I learned, I drawn, I created, I loved, I failed often, I had fun, I had sad times, but always life has been like a myriad of shiny golden green leaves whirling around me.
Now I've chosen some pathes, left few others, but even if I can look behind me and see some dead woods, I'm discovering, every day, a new branch, a bunch of veins. And it's only the beginning. It's always the beginning.
Is it that, going older, to be able to look back and see dead ends and new openings ?

I'm often exhausted, stressed or speed, cause I use to climb every tree that please me. Too much I'm walking on many twigs, aerialist, while I try to catch a new one, while I'm looking at another shiny leaf.


I don't have to chose any precise thing right now. But soon, I'll be again at the crossroad. What will I do ? Where will I go ? How ? With who ? Will I climb a bunch of new trees of possibles or will I reduce the realm of possibility - for a short time ?
I love to see the ramification field offered to me. I get drunk of possibilities. I sip, I *taste* randomness, chances, hazards. But choosing to make a step on one of them always mean not to make this step in another. I'm too greedy - I want them all - I hate to make the step.

Then I close my eyes and jump.



That's so relieving to have the Internet at home again. And after two total shit days, the third one had been full of good news and surprises. Nice. Better news about my jobs, funny and sweet surprises about, hm, lover(s) and friends, opportunities, fun. So cool.


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Well, it's time for teasers
Check out the member review in few days, guys, we've made a little something very special for y'all !
There will be blood and boobies !


I also decided to show my boobs again in MR, soon. Remember my profile pic ? It comes from this set.



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Booster shots about MR sets :

I've shot the lovely Gizelle - Curves


And also Opale - l'Ennui


And Sweety+Maedusa - Parisian Room


Go fast to have a last look on these, cause they surely be deleted soon.

I've also shot Valium, "Music is my boyfriend" set, but it's too late....

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