dvus2000

as I get older my birthsay means less and less to me no excitement and not really anything to celebrate. haha I also realize it means less to other people as well! I guess that whole out of sight out of mind thing works with people too. I really cant wait to be free again.

Ive tried so hard to erase the memories of the past I had with you. I would erase myself before this is done. I tuck them in this heart of stone, and cast it away with you inside to a place I hope to never find. The shadow of the man that was in love with you has been cast upon the blackest night and...
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And I must say today has a quite warm and familliar feeling, it has been some time since I have felt as at home as I did with familly today!! I havent drank or popped my usual dossage of vicodin and liquor, but we'll see how the rest of this evening goes. I'm sure theres a fifth and a couple yellows with my name on...
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