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Current mood: content
Category: Life
beside my girl being out of town yesterday was the best xmas i can remember in along time it wasnt full of presents or material possesions for me i actually only rcvd a couple gifts but the biggest gift i was given yesterday was the feeling of contentment as i watched family and friends conversate laughe giggle cook and fill their faces it was different sense of the xmas then i normally fall into this year i wasnt so worried about being myself i just hung out and took pictures later on in the evening my roomate and i went to a friends house for a get together and this is where it became clear to me that there is a god and how little i understand the way god works during the course of events of the night i really didnt pay attention till i was driving home with my roomate but there was this overwhelming sense of peace and joy in my heart i had hung out with my true family that evening joking dancing singing even kissing under the mistle toe there were 8 people in particular that a year ago you wouldnt of caught us dead in the same room do to disagreements and our personalities and how beautiful for all of us to bury our personal hatchets and have moved on to a place where we shared love with each other i dont know if this makes any sense to anyone all i know is how much i apperciate these people in my life and how things work out the way there suppose to if i dont let my self will run riot its fuuny though really is how much we can grow if we keep looking into the mirror and not at others so this xmas i was filled with the spirit of god and i am forever grateful for my brothers and sisters from different mothers lastly i would just like to say "make my funk the P funk cause i wanna get fucked up"- namaste
Current mood: content
Category: Life
beside my girl being out of town yesterday was the best xmas i can remember in along time it wasnt full of presents or material possesions for me i actually only rcvd a couple gifts but the biggest gift i was given yesterday was the feeling of contentment as i watched family and friends conversate laughe giggle cook and fill their faces it was different sense of the xmas then i normally fall into this year i wasnt so worried about being myself i just hung out and took pictures later on in the evening my roomate and i went to a friends house for a get together and this is where it became clear to me that there is a god and how little i understand the way god works during the course of events of the night i really didnt pay attention till i was driving home with my roomate but there was this overwhelming sense of peace and joy in my heart i had hung out with my true family that evening joking dancing singing even kissing under the mistle toe there were 8 people in particular that a year ago you wouldnt of caught us dead in the same room do to disagreements and our personalities and how beautiful for all of us to bury our personal hatchets and have moved on to a place where we shared love with each other i dont know if this makes any sense to anyone all i know is how much i apperciate these people in my life and how things work out the way there suppose to if i dont let my self will run riot its fuuny though really is how much we can grow if we keep looking into the mirror and not at others so this xmas i was filled with the spirit of god and i am forever grateful for my brothers and sisters from different mothers lastly i would just like to say "make my funk the P funk cause i wanna get fucked up"- namaste