dvlarose

its amusing to me that i cant do anything seriously i have no power over anything even if i did would it make any difference i just would like to be more easy going about certain issues in my life the fact still remains i am a sensitive individual so things still get to me especially when i give the power over to these situations i work at doing only what i can do and that helps sometimes just sometimes though i wish others the outsideinfluences would just go away i mean all this other shit that shakes up my boat but that may just be the lesson its all just other shit am i content today yesy yes i am thought about quiting smoking again 2day but i have a pack left so u know cant let them go to waste i also want to surround myself with positive individuals no more of this drama bull dont want any part i got enough of my own just wanna keep walking down my path i guess why i'm so fussy is that im not where i'd like to be spiritually yet and i get frustrated with myself in turn i lash out in attitude and thats not fair to other people they didnt do shit except be themselves u cant blame them for that even if they are not of the best moral fiber or just plain sheep anywho getting off track my mind has been jumbled this morning a little bit here and a bit there so with that ill just finish this by saying i have no fucking clue i dont know shit -namaste-