so its funny how when we think we have it all figured out we actually dont at least that seems to be true for me im still in a very good space things are constantly changing for me from my attitude to how i feel about myself taking resposibility for one own actions is sort of refreshing in a way not like i dont do it often just crossed my mind i find that i have some really important people in my life i take for granted and i dont like that much so heres to u all off u who put up with my ups and downs rants and raves thank you for callin me on my shit and dragging me out my grave or at least the push the nudge in a new direction those of u who care enough to show u care even though i may seem distant u are in my heart i dont express myself that well of late do to my current attitude towards where i happen to find myself however it never changed how u felt about me you were always there always been i was just to afraid to let u in so now that ive wiped the mud from my eyes it wasnt really shocking or a great big surprise to see you there the place that i had left you but to know u stayed surley ill never forget you my soul is singing my heart is open who knows maybe one door is shuttin while another opens if this is it htis life i mean its time to look at what i got and see it gleam it really does but i look for more when i so much sittin at my front door to realize this in the last couple days has taken me a back i guess youd say some kinda haze if i was about to lose i know there would be a winn around the corner a cup of jo ana pipers music my life has been brighten and flows like a river and if i were a king id surely have a paun to protect me and i dont know how to use power tools but i do know a stanley even at this time when things are going well its sure nice to know cummings of things to come there would be a bradley or a K if i needed a saint its funny to think im all alone even the Rain is there for me i could always jump on a ducati and ride off to the beach a collect a shelley see these that are here everyday they are gifts from god that i dont give enough credit to so i guess what im trying to convey is a deep sense of graditude for people ive met along the way just to let you know i consider you my family-namaste- ;p
