"If you want to be loved, be lovable."
-Ovid-
"Fortune and love favor the brave."
-Ovid-
-Ovid-
"Fortune and love favor the brave."
-Ovid-
"We waste time looking for the perfect lover, instead of creating the perfect love."
-Tom Robbins-
-Tom Robbins-
couldnt tell you
Current mood: hopeful
Category: Life
lets see what to right about today well theres money nah dont have any theres power dont have any of that either what about fame nope dont know anything about that lets see how about nothing thaats right absolutely nothing and being ok with that i dont know all these expectations i have of my relationships being...
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content
Current mood: content
Category: Life
beside my girl being out of town yesterday was the best xmas i can remember in along time it wasnt full of presents or material possesions for me i actually only rcvd a couple gifts but the biggest gift i was given yesterday was the feeling of contentment as i watched family and friends conversate laughe giggle cook and...
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Current mood: content
Category: Life
beside my girl being out of town yesterday was the best xmas i can remember in along time it wasnt full of presents or material possesions for me i actually only rcvd a couple gifts but the biggest gift i was given yesterday was the feeling of contentment as i watched family and friends conversate laughe giggle cook and...
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family
Current mood: calm
Category: Life
on the subject of family i have found it to be true for me that family is friends that you meet along the way and strangers are friends you havent met so really everyone on this spining rock one day could be my family i believe they already are i just havent met all of them but as all...
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my back
Current mood: dirty
Category: Life
its was so nice and wake up being able to sleep on my back i take the little things for granted most of the time like being able to see or walk talk breathe be 6ft above ground its amusing that i can go around with a chip on my shoulder cause i dont have certain things you...
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create
Current mood: artistic
Category: Life
what ever you like do it no matter what you do you cant mess it up sing paint write take photos blog what ever just do it create beauty for this world put positive energy back int o the universe not only will you reap the benefits of exhausting excess energy but you'll be surprised what comes out in...
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its amusing to me that i cant do anything seriously i have no power over anything even if i did would it make any difference i just would like to be more easy going about certain issues in my life the fact still remains i am a sensitive individual so things still get to me especially when i give the power over to these situations...
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i cried today
Current mood: satisfied
Category: Life
so today was a wierd day not bad wierd good wierd did things i never do i did them with passion as best i could i saw a play today and cried i dont cry its been years and i cried not just leaked but cried it was beautiful i felt my soul jump needless to say...
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hellabella:
This was beautiful to see. I wish I had of realized a lot a long time ago as well. But we're not old and decrepid yet. Life's all about learnng, and sometimes the lessons clostest to us are the hardest to learn. People, as a rule, are stubborn. We don't want to admit we need to see/feel/think/do things differently. It doesn't make you or me or anyone any less of a person. It just makes them... a person. And a good cry is always cathartic. I haven't had one in a long time. I usually stop myself when the tears start to come because I'm afraid to feel what might be felt if I continue. But, reading this, I see it's not a bad thing. The tears stop and you wipe them away with new eyes. 
This was beautiful to see. I wish I had of realized a lot a long time ago as well. But we're not old and decrepid yet. Life's all about learnng, and sometimes the lessons clostest to us are the hardest to learn. People, as a rule, are stubborn. We don't want to admit we need to see/feel/think/do things differently. It doesn't make you or me or anyone any less of a person. It just makes them... a person. And a good cry is always cathartic. I haven't had one in a long time. I usually stop myself when the tears start to come because I'm afraid to feel what might be felt if I continue. But, reading this, I see it's not a bad thing. The tears stop and you wipe them away with new eyes. i cried today
Current mood: satisfied
Category: Life
so today was a wierd day not bad wierd good wierd did things i never do i did them with passion as best i could i saw a play today and cried i dont cry its been years and i cried not just leaked but cried it was beautiful i felt my soul jump needless to say...
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so i got a B+ in english was expecting a B so im very pleased with that now if my other teacher would get off her ass and put her grades in id feel a little better thats all i have to say really about that today is going to be an interesting day going to see a play and a ballet today lots of...
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hellabella:
Ballets are mesmerizing. Hope you're having a great time!
schools out
Current mood: chipper
Category: Life
school is over at least for this semester ahnded in my final paper and took my last exam hell yes what did i learn this semester lets see well i was introduced to a writer d.h. lawrence to be exact which i thanked my english teacher for doing because i would have never known who the guy was...
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Current mood: chipper
Category: Life
school is over at least for this semester ahnded in my final paper and took my last exam hell yes what did i learn this semester lets see well i was introduced to a writer d.h. lawrence to be exact which i thanked my english teacher for doing because i would have never known who the guy was...
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hellabella:
D.H. Lawrence was a true philosopher. I find his writing very enlightening, and comforting that, even if it was eons ago, I'm not the only mad-mind who has these feelings/beliefs/thoughts/ideas.
Years ago, I hated school, hated to read, and couldn't care less about learning. Now I'm constantly reading, usually many books at once and if I'm not learning something I'm very unhappy and feel incredibly unproductive. Growing (inside) with age I guess.
Years ago, I hated school, hated to read, and couldn't care less about learning. Now I'm constantly reading, usually many books at once and if I'm not learning something I'm very unhappy and feel incredibly unproductive. Growing (inside) with age I guess.
tattwitch06:
i would have to say i dont have enough hair to do the pigtails and reverse cowboy gets a little difficult sometimes but it's still a good one 