duy

saw a gorgeous girl today. beyond looks, there was just something that drew me to her. i rehersed in my mind all the things i wanted to say. when it came time, i gradually lost my courage, things didn't go the way it was planned and i retreated.

sad part was she reminds me of someone else i used to like. she even said something starshine would have said. had the hugest crush on starshine for a long time and flirted with her like crazy. it ended when she decided to date some other guy.

i am Jack's sense of rejection...

(half an hour later)

lol. just finished watching an episode of South Park i'd never seen before. all better now!