duy

Well, see, my parents have always been supportive of everything, that's what's weird. We're that kind of family. And we do talk a lot, and I trust them, and I have fun with them. But, you're right that I don't really talk to my dad. I talk to my mom all the time, about everything. She's pretty much my best friend. But my dad is too much like myself, and niether of us is very good at talking, and one of the things I realized last night that made me sad is that he probably doesn't even know me well enough to realize what it was he said that hurt me so much. So in that respect, yes, you're very right. It's unfortunate, though.

No, I don't.

Um, your journal entry kind of sounds like a suicide note, which may or may not be intentional. If it is intentional, I strongly suggest you seek help/support from somewhere better equipped to respond and help than the internet.

Hope you're okay.

Depends which fantasy world you mean. There's always just my normal life fantasy, which involves living in my own apartment, alone, having a nice simple job at a coffee shop or something, and travelling a lot. But if you want my fantasy fantasy world, that would take more explaining than I could manage. I basically live in a fantasy world. Whenever i have spare time I have these stories that go on in my head. I love them so much more than I love real life...

I just went back and read the Feb. 16 entry from last year, too. I have to admit, if that's all you read, it would seem like I'm happier now. But it was just one day, and I was happier in general. And did you notice the silliness? There's not so much silliness now. Maybe I was more sad then, but I was more happy too, and now I'm just sort of nothing in between.

I gotta find a party to go to soon! I miss parties : ) and people in big furry suits!

the simpsons are great!

Hope things get better. Water damage is no fun. Hope your stuff didn'y get ruined.

That Duy Bear concept is so sweet! We used to have bears in our car that were retired police bears that they had to comfort kids in bad situations. They were our car bears, just because you never know when someone might need a bear to hold. Stuffed animals are great, especially the big floppy ones.

I've never really checked out myspace, actually.

Fuck is one of my favorite words. It's so expressive. I sort of feel the same way about all those groups. They just sit around feeling sorry for themselves, and getting upset when other people don't feel sorry for them too. Wouldn't it be more productive to just get on with their lives and do something meaningful? Yeah, I don't really understand it.

I love Donnie Darko! That movie is the best! I found that dress online while searching for costumes n such. I kept the link just in case I ever get married

I'm sorry that you're leaving. Have fun in the real world.
:hugs: back.

Hi Duy!

I don't think there is a special disappearing/re-appearing ink for tattoos. In hindsight, that would be a great idea so I can wear short sleeves to work in the summertime and still keep the tattoos for rockin out at nighttime.

Oh you're going gray no!!!

I think you may have something there. In my experience, the more upbeat I get, the more people seem to approach me. It sucks because if you are depressed it creates a terrible cycle.

Mission accomplished then.



And I want to see that movie.

What a great review. makes me want to see it.

Ooo, I want a folding bike, they are so cool! And a 1960s vintage one, what a find!

That's a totally awesome idea.

You would die if you saw my pajamas. They are all covered in CATS, cause I have a cat obsession. Not very sexy but big and comfy! Love your tigger pants!

I wish I could help u. If i see a hobbes on the net ill let u know. I sewed a Hobbes patch onto the bottom of a pair of jeans. He is so cute there! That is a cute idea though, I kinda suck at sewing anything from scratch.