Ok, its time for a new blog.
First things first: I have never been so stressed out and emotional yet sooo incredibly excited and happy at the same time. Allow me to help you understand my ups and downs....
1.) I broke up with my bf November 1st. We were living together and working together, and, well, we still do! Breakups are never easy, but this honestly topped the charts of breakups. So ya, it sucks, however, we love each other and treat each other with respect regardless of our situation and I couldnt be more thankful.
2.) My job is crazy stressful. Imagine trying to manage a restaurant, run the wine program, and serve full time!! Nevertheless, I am lucky to be employed and especially lucky to work for this restaurant.
3.) Im moving into a house....that was a total drunken bachelor house for the past 5 years. I cant even begin to describe the work my roomie and I had to put into it. BUT, its sooo amazing now that it is almost complete! I will post before and after pics soon. We move in one week, officially, tho we have already moved a considerable amount over. Plus, it has a pool and spa!
So you must be thinking "your life doesn't sound so bad....why are you complaining"
The truth is, I am super ultra happy, I just need to put the brakes on and stop killing myself. All i have done for the past 3 weeks is work, sleep, and work on my house. Its starting to get me down. But I remain positive.
Another thing I am stressed, but super stoked for, is MY SET goes up Monday!!!! Woo Hoo! I feel like I have been waiting forever. I really hope I get some good feedback. I am so excited to read what others think and I am super open to criticism. I mean, its my first set. I know it wont be perfect. So I am counting on your honesty, I promise I will not get defensive. Its not who I am.
I will end this blog with things that make me feel better when I am stressed:
a fat glass of red wine....
smoking, and sometimes, too much. oops.
kissing, but that rarely occurs. ha!
a big cup of delicious coffee....preferably a latte or cap
listening to music...
and for now, i am going to do my favorite thing...SLEEP. Sweet dreams Suicide GIrls. Good night
First things first: I have never been so stressed out and emotional yet sooo incredibly excited and happy at the same time. Allow me to help you understand my ups and downs....
1.) I broke up with my bf November 1st. We were living together and working together, and, well, we still do! Breakups are never easy, but this honestly topped the charts of breakups. So ya, it sucks, however, we love each other and treat each other with respect regardless of our situation and I couldnt be more thankful.
2.) My job is crazy stressful. Imagine trying to manage a restaurant, run the wine program, and serve full time!! Nevertheless, I am lucky to be employed and especially lucky to work for this restaurant.
3.) Im moving into a house....that was a total drunken bachelor house for the past 5 years. I cant even begin to describe the work my roomie and I had to put into it. BUT, its sooo amazing now that it is almost complete! I will post before and after pics soon. We move in one week, officially, tho we have already moved a considerable amount over. Plus, it has a pool and spa!
So you must be thinking "your life doesn't sound so bad....why are you complaining"
The truth is, I am super ultra happy, I just need to put the brakes on and stop killing myself. All i have done for the past 3 weeks is work, sleep, and work on my house. Its starting to get me down. But I remain positive.
Another thing I am stressed, but super stoked for, is MY SET goes up Monday!!!! Woo Hoo! I feel like I have been waiting forever. I really hope I get some good feedback. I am so excited to read what others think and I am super open to criticism. I mean, its my first set. I know it wont be perfect. So I am counting on your honesty, I promise I will not get defensive. Its not who I am.
I will end this blog with things that make me feel better when I am stressed:
a fat glass of red wine....
smoking, and sometimes, too much. oops.
kissing, but that rarely occurs. ha!
a big cup of delicious coffee....preferably a latte or cap
listening to music...
and for now, i am going to do my favorite thing...SLEEP. Sweet dreams Suicide GIrls. Good night
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guitarpicker:
All I know is YOU are amazing!
luther:
thanks girl! hope things stay awesome for you.