dutch123

Arg.

So...hmm....where to begin?
So much shit is going on in my life right now.....
Well, the first order of fucked happenings is that I got fired from my job for trivial corporate bullshit reasons. Yeah, so I was late a few times.....but shit happens.....and it was only by a matter of minutes to a fucking 5:00AM shift!!! Isn't there some kind of exception that they can make for pulling someone out of bed in the middle of the night.....??
Well, I don't need em'. It was a lame job anyway so I raise both middle fingers in the air and scream FUCK YOU!

Now that that's out of my system, I'll move on.......
I'm on my own.....just ended a 2 year relationship.....and I feel so great about it. I'm too young and wild for domestication......
I need some crazy chaos and insanity in my life again. Any takers?
I'm ready to fucking LIVE.
But, since I stopped working I started partying, every fucking night......because I was liberated! I've had the "I don't have to work tomorrow, lets go get fucking crazy" mentality..... ahhh goodtimes. My funds are starting to hit the red though, so I gotta tone it down a bit and actually wake up before noon and look for jobs.

I hate looking for a job though......trying to sell yourself to someone else and feeding them the standard bullshit "Hire me because......", "I'm a hard worker", "I'm dedicated", "I'll do anything you want, just please, please hire me!!!!" I feel so fucking pathetic sometimes like I'm a dog begging for food and humping their leg.......
Whatever pays the rent though, right now I'll take whatever I can get.

So that is the plan for today.....
I'm not into it.....
Anyone sweet enough to be my sugar daddy/momma???
Let me know.....I'll be wandering around Porland if you want to find me.
Talk to you mutherfuckers later......
Luv,
D