I'm going out for my friends 21st b-day tonight.....
hmmmmm.....I hope I make it back.
The plan is to stop in at whatever bar we happen to pass, and have 1 drink....move on the the next bar, and have another....so on and so on. I guess we'll quit when we start crawling............
I haven't really gone to many bars up here in Portland yet.....so it...
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hmmmmm.....I hope I make it back.
The plan is to stop in at whatever bar we happen to pass, and have 1 drink....move on the the next bar, and have another....so on and so on. I guess we'll quit when we start crawling............
I haven't really gone to many bars up here in Portland yet.....so it...
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Take a walk on the wild side...............
desidia:
you are such a libra.
mrgreen:
I'm such a gemini.
i think.
(i have no clue)
peace, music & 420
i think.
(i have no clue)
peace, music & 420
I wish that I could choose what to dream about. Or at least influence them in some way....because I always want my dreams from the night before to continue to the next night.
It would be like some epic subconcious dreamlife that would parallel my own concious life, but in a dreamstate, and every time I fell asleep, it would pick up where it left...
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It would be like some epic subconcious dreamlife that would parallel my own concious life, but in a dreamstate, and every time I fell asleep, it would pick up where it left...
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mephausto:
you know
strangely
I can't tell you how many times I've thought that.
strangely
I can't tell you how many times I've thought that.
kengineer:
Be careful what you wish for. I think a recurring "serial dream" would play havoc with your perception of reality. It may be that we don't string our dreams together because it interferes with survival in some way. Or more likely it's because our dreams have no basis in reality. Every night we go quietly insane, and in the morning most of us get better.
Bleh.
Ever feel like sleeping all day? Hey, it's thereputic to do nothing and just relax, right? I love it, if I had a choice, I'd just want to sleep like 12 hours a day.......
But, not today......today, I'm going to dissappear into a whirlwind of photographic opportunity.
A girl, a camera, and a dream. Ha.
See you out there.
Ever feel like sleeping all day? Hey, it's thereputic to do nothing and just relax, right? I love it, if I had a choice, I'd just want to sleep like 12 hours a day.......
But, not today......today, I'm going to dissappear into a whirlwind of photographic opportunity.
A girl, a camera, and a dream. Ha.
See you out there.
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mephausto:
i like the phrase somewhat damaged, even though you didn't use it. besides, it's a pretty brutal song sometimes.
yeah, i'm not too hip on the human race. we're pretty disappointing at times. definitely a sleep inducing phenomenon. then again, it's strange how we don't give up on one another, even though we may truly be disgusted by the things we do.
I don't think you need to sell a kidney, you just need to delve into urban survival and find out just how little money it takes to sustain oneself. either that, or start socializing with some of us and let us feed you. it's the least we can do.
time for me to hit jupiter for my stupider session. damn contractual obligations...
yeah, i'm not too hip on the human race. we're pretty disappointing at times. definitely a sleep inducing phenomenon. then again, it's strange how we don't give up on one another, even though we may truly be disgusted by the things we do.
I don't think you need to sell a kidney, you just need to delve into urban survival and find out just how little money it takes to sustain oneself. either that, or start socializing with some of us and let us feed you. it's the least we can do.
time for me to hit jupiter for my stupider session. damn contractual obligations...
mephausto:
you'd like to do which again? the agenda or meeting me?
I'm pretty sure I disagree that my words are right. I may be a solipsist at times, but I don't necessarily think that my words are anything but that, words. thank you for your words, however... they make a guy grin.
I'm pretty sure I disagree that my words are right. I may be a solipsist at times, but I don't necessarily think that my words are anything but that, words. thank you for your words, however... they make a guy grin.
uhhhhh.........hmmmmmmm........
tired........
tired........
Ahhh......... so beautiful outside..... It makes me just want to find some grass and roll around on it basking in the sun.......I think that is what I will do today....Do you remember rolling down grassy hills when you were a kid? I think that when it is nice and sunny out, it makes me feel like a kid again, and I get all goofy...
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crysm1:
i have a fond love for cheese. so many different flavors, so little time
corvus_pdx:
I made paper airplanes...
Hell, I still do
Hell, I still do
Arg. Going to get a job today.....IF IT KILLS ME!!!
So, drank last night. Went to show at Satyricon. Ludicra is bad-ass. Chick vocals.....if anyone gets a chance out there..... SEE THEM......they're damn good live....and did I mention they fucking ROCK?
All of the other bands were great too, ahhh Amber Asylum.....it was a really good show.....Ah....I love that.
Don't you love eating food like...
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So, drank last night. Went to show at Satyricon. Ludicra is bad-ass. Chick vocals.....if anyone gets a chance out there..... SEE THEM......they're damn good live....and did I mention they fucking ROCK?
All of the other bands were great too, ahhh Amber Asylum.....it was a really good show.....Ah....I love that.
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fallen1:
have fun at the show! You mean I'm not a punk! But...but...but i wear a che guiverra t-shirt, and I have no idea who he is! Does that make me punk? or just a punk!
Later
J
Later
J
thee_blacklisted:
i love amber asylum -- just missed 'em here in seawa! i HATE missing shows... venting is good... later.
........Still need a job......
anyone?
Ordered a pizza.....with mushrooms.....
Hmmmmmm.......
;poof; cloud of smoke
anyone?
Ordered a pizza.....with mushrooms.....
Hmmmmmm.......
;poof; cloud of smoke
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spankenstein:
Mmmm, Im going to Rocco's now for a big slice of Mushroom and Olive Pizza. Thanks
madness_____:
I'm a Film Intrepeter at a foundry. We x-ray our castings and I get read the film to make sure that there is no internal defects in the parts. I'm basically a Blue-coller Inspecter. Job wise, over the last year we have laid off over a third of the people who worked there. I've only kept my job so far because I'm in a spot that nobody wants. My only advice right now is get any job that you can now, then you can concentrate on getting a job that's more to your liking. The economy is sucking hard and all of the good jobs are being held by people who are fearing there future.
I was too nice, I gave too much.
I let them inside too soon.
Still too delicate, ignorant and trusting.
Kept nothing for myself,
gave it all away before i knew what I had.
One day, I looked down,
and my empty hands held and empty heart.
Cradling what once was full.
I gave it away too soon,
before I knew what I had.
Before...
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kengineer:
Oh heck I forgot. Awesome poem. I thought I was reading song lyrics. I googled it to see who it was by. Zero hits. Then it hit me that it was YOURS.
Sad, though. For what it's worth, time heals.
Sad, though. For what it's worth, time heals.
frank_castle:
i have a song that is close to my heart here you go enjoy
Stephen Lynch - Half A Man
All my days,
I live with my disgrace
I'm afraid to show my face
Or at least take off my underwear...
see i was born,
like a half-way neutered pet
I don't have a matching set
It's a part of me that, just ain't there please don't stare...
well I'm a gamblin man without two dice
I'm like uncle ben with only one grain of rice
oh to have two testes would be so nice
But I'm half a man
Yeah, I'm half a man
Wanna die, and all just call it quits
I can't find a cup that fits
and at baseball games,
i feel so dumb when i hear, ball one..
Oh my god, how could you have been so cruel
To give me one family jewel
And the one that's there must feel so sad
He's a lonely nad
Well I'm a marathon runner with just one leg
I'm a fallopian tube with just one egg
Oh I want another teste do I have to beg
or be Half a man...
yeah im half a man...
Well I'm a tweedle dee with no tweedle dum and I'm a siskel and Ebert with just one thumb..
and I'm a yo ho ho, with no bottle of rum..
I'm just Half a man..
yeah I'm, half a man..
i hope you like it, good night and sleep tight, beauty like yours only comes around as much as hailey's comet
Stephen Lynch - Half A Man
All my days,
I live with my disgrace
I'm afraid to show my face
Or at least take off my underwear...
see i was born,
like a half-way neutered pet
I don't have a matching set
It's a part of me that, just ain't there please don't stare...
well I'm a gamblin man without two dice
I'm like uncle ben with only one grain of rice
oh to have two testes would be so nice
But I'm half a man
Yeah, I'm half a man
Wanna die, and all just call it quits
I can't find a cup that fits
and at baseball games,
i feel so dumb when i hear, ball one..
Oh my god, how could you have been so cruel
To give me one family jewel
And the one that's there must feel so sad
He's a lonely nad
Well I'm a marathon runner with just one leg
I'm a fallopian tube with just one egg
Oh I want another teste do I have to beg
or be Half a man...
yeah im half a man...
Well I'm a tweedle dee with no tweedle dum and I'm a siskel and Ebert with just one thumb..
and I'm a yo ho ho, with no bottle of rum..
I'm just Half a man..
yeah I'm, half a man..
i hope you like it, good night and sleep tight, beauty like yours only comes around as much as hailey's comet
Weekend......is almost over.....
Back to reality.
I need coffee......
Back to reality.
I need coffee......
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desidia:
reality can kiss my ass.
thanks for the lame hippie light cigarette by the way.
I'm serious.
thanks for the lame hippie light cigarette by the way.
I'm serious.
frank_castle:
awwwww the party was nice, yeah we meet like three times there i remember your name but do you remember mine, yes you are gillian right yes hows that island coming, anyways i will let you get back to your search for coffee, later
Ahhhh.....so, I've had friends up from out of town for the past couple days....sorry that I've neglected to keep up on chatin' with yall.......but, shit, we all have lives right?.........right?
So, now, I'm back on the job hunt.....
anyone that lives in portland want to give me a job?
Fuck this war shit....I don't even want to get into it....it's too goddamn pointless and fucked...
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So, now, I'm back on the job hunt.....
anyone that lives in portland want to give me a job?
Fuck this war shit....I don't even want to get into it....it's too goddamn pointless and fucked...
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psmith:
There is something wrong with minimart clerks in this town. I used to have a California license, one clerk told me that it was a fake and threatened to call security, another told me it was a fake and then said CA IDs aren't valid in Oregon. So i started carrying my passport, and of course people had a problem with that. One idiot clerk opened it up to the german visa sticker on the inside, became convinced it was a german passport and got pissy, bouncers at several bars told me i needed another form of ID in addition to a passport and of course half the clerks who looked at it spent 5 finutes trying to find the first page with the picture on it.
So in order to have the rights that other citizens have i had to get an oregon driver's license.
So in order to have the rights that other citizens have i had to get an oregon driver's license.
nex_flamma:
I'm pretty good. Thanks for asking.
And though Im sure Stewd already beat me to this, you should totally come to the party tomorrow!
And though Im sure Stewd already beat me to this, you should totally come to the party tomorrow!
My apartment building has all of these other people living in it right now, strangers to me, going about their night lives....drinking, eating, fucking, sleeping....(doesn't have to be in that order, but that doesn't sound too bad) Who the fuck knows what is going on through my walls, above my ceiling, and below my floor. (I can almost smell the sin from here)
I think...
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satori1616:
Yo! How are you? So I took your advice and decided to wait a bit until I ventured out portland way. I'll be out there may10-17. if you hear of anything going on of interest that week, let me know. Peace!
evel:
but you're hot! fuck all that shy shit, you would make a great addition to SG.
later
J
P.S any luck with the job hunting? I got a call back this afternoon, interviews tommorow morning! yipee