Arg. 
So...hmm....where to begin?
So much shit is going on in my life right now.....
Well, the first order of fucked happenings is that I got fired from my job for trivial corporate bullshit reasons. Yeah, so I was late a few times.....but shit happens.....and it was only by a matter of minutes to a fucking 5:00AM shift!!! Isn't there some kind of exception that...
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So...hmm....where to begin?
So much shit is going on in my life right now.....
Well, the first order of fucked happenings is that I got fired from my job for trivial corporate bullshit reasons. Yeah, so I was late a few times.....but shit happens.....and it was only by a matter of minutes to a fucking 5:00AM shift!!! Isn't there some kind of exception that...
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Sorrow and fear are sometimes all that I hear behind my breath and before my thoughts I fly inside my head up and up into lost voices I've forgotten over time, and time becomes forgotten between the shade of day that fades into night behind a dream that I've lost.... inward deapth that plumets into nowhere and I feel nothing for anyone my heart turns...
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aaronsrod:
Very melancholic of you dutch, I love it you little pagan ice maiden and you love the Black Sabbath maybe we could be friends. So add me to your friends list and I will drop by and shoot the breeze with you every now and then. You sound like a dark and pensive soul and I can empathsize with that.
Nuckinya
Nuckinya
fallen1:
Listen up everyone! we have been just informed
That there's an unknown virus that's attacking all clubs
Symptoms have been said to be - heaving breathing
Wild dancing, coughing
So when you hear the sound - WHO-DI-WHOOOO!
Run for cover..
WOOOOOO! Ahh daddy! Ooooo! Ah! oh, ooh!
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ooh)
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ah)
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ah)
Pass that dutch (whoo), pass that dutch
Misdemeanor on the flow, pretty boy here I come
Pumps in the bunk make you wanna hurt something
I can take your man I don't have to sex em
Hang em out the window call me Micheal Jackson (hehehee!)
I'm a pain in your rectum, I am that bitch y'all slept on
Heavy hitter, rhyme spitter, call me Re-Run
Hey hey hey, I'm what's happ'nin
Now to get my drink (that's right!)
Shake ya ass till it stink (that's right!)
Mr. Mos' on the beat (that's right!)
Put it down for the streets (that's right!)
(WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Come on pass the dutch baby! (ahh!)
Shake-shake shake ya stuff baby!
(WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pop that, pop that, jiggle that fat (ahh!)
Don't stop, get it till ya clothes get wet
Number one - drums go bump, bump, bump
This beat here will make you hoomp, boomp, jump
If you's a fat one, put your clothes back on
Before you start putting pot holes in my lawn
Oh my God, show em I'm large
Shove my beat up, attack like my name was Saddam
I am the bomb from New York to Milan
And I can write a song sicker than Jeffrey Dahm'
(Woop woop!) Don't touch my car alarm
Break in my car you will hear "Viper Armed"
I've been a superstar since Daddy Kane was raw
I'm live on stage, c'mon and give me some applause [applause]
"Thank you! oh thank you, you all are so wonderful!"
Listen up, you have five seconds to catch your breath
Five - four - three - two - one [alarm rings]
Pop that, pop that, make that money
Just keep it going, like the Energizer Bunny
Shake that, shake that, move it all around
Spank that, yank that, dutch back now
Freak him, freak her, whatever ya choice
Didn't come to judge, I came to get ya moist
Scream - (WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOO!) now my voice is lost
Can I get a ride on the white horse? [horse neighing]
Pop that
Pass tha dutch baby!
Jiggle that fat
Don't stop, get it till ya clothes get wet
yup My juvinile humor could't resist! at least it may garner some hate mail!
J
That there's an unknown virus that's attacking all clubs
Symptoms have been said to be - heaving breathing
Wild dancing, coughing
So when you hear the sound - WHO-DI-WHOOOO!
Run for cover..
WOOOOOO! Ahh daddy! Ooooo! Ah! oh, ooh!
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ooh)
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ah)
Pass that dutch (ah), pass that dutch (ah)
Pass that dutch (whoo), pass that dutch
Misdemeanor on the flow, pretty boy here I come
Pumps in the bunk make you wanna hurt something
I can take your man I don't have to sex em
Hang em out the window call me Micheal Jackson (hehehee!)
I'm a pain in your rectum, I am that bitch y'all slept on
Heavy hitter, rhyme spitter, call me Re-Run
Hey hey hey, I'm what's happ'nin
Now to get my drink (that's right!)
Shake ya ass till it stink (that's right!)
Mr. Mos' on the beat (that's right!)
Put it down for the streets (that's right!)
(WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Come on pass the dutch baby! (ahh!)
Shake-shake shake ya stuff baby!
(WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pass that dutch, pass that dutch
Pop that, pop that, jiggle that fat (ahh!)
Don't stop, get it till ya clothes get wet
Number one - drums go bump, bump, bump
This beat here will make you hoomp, boomp, jump
If you's a fat one, put your clothes back on
Before you start putting pot holes in my lawn
Oh my God, show em I'm large
Shove my beat up, attack like my name was Saddam
I am the bomb from New York to Milan
And I can write a song sicker than Jeffrey Dahm'
(Woop woop!) Don't touch my car alarm
Break in my car you will hear "Viper Armed"
I've been a superstar since Daddy Kane was raw
I'm live on stage, c'mon and give me some applause [applause]
"Thank you! oh thank you, you all are so wonderful!"
Listen up, you have five seconds to catch your breath
Five - four - three - two - one [alarm rings]
Pop that, pop that, make that money
Just keep it going, like the Energizer Bunny
Shake that, shake that, move it all around
Spank that, yank that, dutch back now
Freak him, freak her, whatever ya choice
Didn't come to judge, I came to get ya moist
Scream - (WHO-DI-WHOOOOOOO!) now my voice is lost
Can I get a ride on the white horse? [horse neighing]
Pop that
Pass tha dutch baby!
Jiggle that fat
Don't stop, get it till ya clothes get wet
yup My juvinile humor could't resist! at least it may garner some hate mail!
J
Hi ya'll. I'm back. Did you think that I died? Well, you can cancel the party because I didn't..........so I'll be around ........
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_jailbait_:
geez..... the way you bite that glove.... gets me a bit flustered!!
fallen1:
Wow October 3......are you sure you're not an impostor? you know...I keep hearing that Max Headroom is loose on the net and pirating peoples profiles........ ok that's enough. I'll go back to my corner and take my medication.
Later
J
Later
J
Where the hell have I been??
madness_____:
What?!?!?!
Did someone say something?
Well, how have you been? and what have you been up to?
I hoped you had a awesome summer.
Did someone say something?
Well, how have you been? and what have you been up to?
I hoped you had a awesome summer.
bepps:
beyooooooooooond the sunnnnnnnnnNNN?
Spot light inside:
Dimming, decaying, dread.
Light me up,
put me on stage.
Displayed, with nowhere to hide.
Sputtering fear, fallen from flaw.
Safety falls.
Nothing to cusion
this lonely heart,
with lonely thoughts,
and lonely dreams.
Lit up now, for the world to decide.
Blinded by the light,
Muted by the fear,
Searching for the words I've been speaking for years.
Trapped and silenced,...
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Dimming, decaying, dread.
Light me up,
put me on stage.
Displayed, with nowhere to hide.
Sputtering fear, fallen from flaw.
Safety falls.
Nothing to cusion
this lonely heart,
with lonely thoughts,
and lonely dreams.
Lit up now, for the world to decide.
Blinded by the light,
Muted by the fear,
Searching for the words I've been speaking for years.
Trapped and silenced,...
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fallen1:
I find Ice cream to be a perfect thing for any problem (especially when you got booze running over it....ah fuck it just hit the booze!) Hope you feel better!
Later
J
Later
J
kengineer:
Wasn't I supposed to give you fire spinning lessons? My dance partner and I schedule practices at my house almost weekly. Drop me a note, I'll tell you the schedule.
If time was a tree,
and life was a plant,
I'd be a seed.
and life was a plant,
I'd be a seed.
madness_____:
I would be "Dutch Elm Disease".
Word-
So, my computer has passed away. I don't know what is wrong with it, it just opens up and says "Some cells have been damaged, would you like to fix it?" And I choose YES obviously, then it just sits there counting.....3%complete......4%complete......5%complete......which takes about 10 minutes between each %......and when it gets to 45% it stops.....I've let is sit overnight doing it's thing, and...
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So, my computer has passed away. I don't know what is wrong with it, it just opens up and says "Some cells have been damaged, would you like to fix it?" And I choose YES obviously, then it just sits there counting.....3%complete......4%complete......5%complete......which takes about 10 minutes between each %......and when it gets to 45% it stops.....I've let is sit overnight doing it's thing, and...
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josh:
I can attempt to help you, if you would like. We can try hooking up a second hard drive to it, and perhaps by running it off the second, it will allow brief attempts to pull off shit.
But let me know soon, as I'm flying to Vegas on Thursday!
But let me know soon, as I'm flying to Vegas on Thursday!
So, I've been boozing it up lately........mmmhmmm.
The alcohol gods have been raining down a storm of intoxication....I have been running out from under the shelter of sobriety and basking in the storm and all of it's glory......and, I am willingly bowing down on my knees and praying for more......ahhhh I love Portland.
...mmmhmmm.
The alcohol gods have been raining down a storm of intoxication....I have been running out from under the shelter of sobriety and basking in the storm and all of it's glory......and, I am willingly bowing down on my knees and praying for more......ahhhh I love Portland.
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madness_____:
Yes I had fun, and boozing it up is always fun. I only get to do it on the weekends, but I do plenty of catching up.
Come out and join us more often. Like this Sat. bunch of us are getting together for Azura's birthday. Your more then welcome to grace us with your company.
Come out and join us more often. Like this Sat. bunch of us are getting together for Azura's birthday. Your more then welcome to grace us with your company.
nala:
man, compared to how much I drank 3/4 months ago, I seem all straight edge n' shit...I was drinking A LOT, but y'know whenever u wanna go out again,
glad u came out
always a pleasure seeing you
just gimme a ring or something....
I have night classes now 5:30-9:30, but I"m right downtown after 9 almost every weekday, so let's chat again soon!
glad u came out
always a pleasure seeing you
just gimme a ring or something....
I have night classes now 5:30-9:30, but I"m right downtown after 9 almost every weekday, so let's chat again soon!
I've got the blues.
I think that is what happens during the winter in Portland.......
It's cold and rainy, so what is there to do? DRINK.
Anyone with me on this?
I feel like I need to be attacked with kisses.......
So who's out there???
Talk to me.................
I think that is what happens during the winter in Portland.......
It's cold and rainy, so what is there to do? DRINK.
Anyone with me on this?
I feel like I need to be attacked with kisses.......
So who's out there???
Talk to me.................
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madness_____:
Nice to see you again and I hope you had fun. See you next time and I hope things go good for you.
Enjoy.
Enjoy.
josh:
Ugh, I wanted to chat with you more, but so many people showed up!! You're friendly.
I'm happy now.
No one can touch me.
I've flown away from all the heartache,
and left it behind to fade away.
I am happy now.
No one can touch me.
I've flown away from all the heartache,
and left it behind to fade away.
I am happy now.
kengineer:
Hey there, stranger! How did June treat you?
I'm glad you're happy. I'm happy too, mostly.
I'm glad you're happy. I'm happy too, mostly.
fallen1:
Wow She's back! So what's happening? What'd you do? Hows the job treating you? What you been up to? common I hungry for story's I can recycle and call my own! lol
Later
J
Nice to c you back!
lol
Later
J
Nice to c you back!
All work and no play makes Dutch a..........bored girl
.......but, it's ok.........
I want to go out more and night and party it up with some cool people and go to shows and bars and get crazy like a wild child. I do get out every once and a while..........but not enough.....
This summer is the summer for many nights of madness in my world.....I...
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.......but, it's ok.........
I want to go out more and night and party it up with some cool people and go to shows and bars and get crazy like a wild child. I do get out every once and a while..........but not enough.....
This summer is the summer for many nights of madness in my world.....I...
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Later
J