dustek

Sitting with a pretty girl. Beautiful even. Listening to jazz. The musicians play. I look at her. And i think of the girl with green eyes. An elf smile. Hair raven black. A mind of diamond. The only girl i could talk to of quarks and circular universes and love. And not about whiskey coke and sex. I dont Need another lover. I Dont Need...
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Too many Suicide Girls, too little attention to give.

There is one thing makes me wonder...

I don't find girl on girl interesting.

Lesbians or bisexual girls don't make me horny.

In fact they only get me angry.

I don't need two girls at a time.

1 is all I need.

And the times I've done 2, I've found myself... jealous? Hmm.

And I find my themselves alienated in this. Very few guys will...
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Over the oceans and over the seas...

I'm watching Ray.

And I'm crying a little.

Where is my Antwine?

D&b d&b d&b

So, life is cool.

Hmm.

On Saturday I was king of the world.

In love.

Happy.

Wanting to live.

Today, I had a fucking friend talk.

Fuck that.

Today, I don't want to be here/

I don't want to be there.

I don't want to see, hear or be.

Fuck fuck fuck.

I am a wonderful guy.

And despite that, I'm fucked. Fuck that.

I will kill the next...
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"I shuddered in fear at the thought. I'd had far too many drugs over the weekend. I couldn't be bother shagging. It just seemed so pointless, a total waste of time. We didnt have strong feelings for each other, we were just playing out time waiting for the real thing tae come along. I dinnae like shagging just for the sake of it; I like...
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