dustek

There is one thing makes me wonder...

I don't find girl on girl interesting.

Lesbians or bisexual girls don't make me horny.

In fact they only get me angry.

I don't need two girls at a time.

1 is all I need.

And the times I've done 2, I've found myself... jealous? Hmm.

And I find my themselves alienated in this. Very few guys will...
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Over the oceans and over the seas...

I'm watching Ray.

And I'm crying a little.

Where is my Antwine?

D&b d&b d&b

So, life is cool.

Hmm.

On Saturday I was king of the world.

In love.

Happy.

Wanting to live.

Today, I had a fucking friend talk.

Fuck that.

Today, I don't want to be here/

I don't want to be there.

I don't want to see, hear or be.

Fuck fuck fuck.

I am a wonderful guy.

And despite that, I'm fucked. Fuck that.

I will kill the next...
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"I shuddered in fear at the thought. I'd had far too many drugs over the weekend. I couldn't be bother shagging. It just seemed so pointless, a total waste of time. We didnt have strong feelings for each other, we were just playing out time waiting for the real thing tae come along. I dinnae like shagging just for the sake of it; I like...
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Will you be my Banderas? she asked.

She was looking in my eyes for an answer. Could be decisive. It was a difficult question. I could give a banal answer that would guarantee instant gratification or a truthful one that would offer lifetime happiness. I decided I would give her the chance.

Which one? He has been many men. I told her. I was looking...
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Things are looking good.

My princess went me with me to get some very serious medical results. Potentially deadly diagnosis. Everything is fine though and she was with me.

Then spent the day talking about the universe and deity. Some very very interesting thoughts, including the one that you are me and I am you. Not as part of an unified whole but you literally...
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How the hell did I end up with 'female' in my profile?

Changed.

And again, I was dreaming... and I dreamt that I was talking about her with a friend.

And then she woke me with a call.

I'm scared. Destiny?

My princess sent me this today. In Polish. The below is my translation. Kill me.

:I know that my life is escaping me, like sand through my fingers,
I know this every day I wake,
So when I wake, I clasp my fingers, to save every moment that remains,
So that it doesnt escape me, somewhere in the dust,

And in the night, I dont...
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