durham_red

Someone cheer me up! Give me some good news! Please!

I'm feeling really down today

It feels like I have no control of my life anymore, It's almost as though someone else is making every desicion for me.

My ships out of control and I'm holding on for dear life. If I let go I'm gone!

I don't know what I want from my life anymore. What job I want to do, Where I want to live, What friends are actually my friends, Who I want to be with, Arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time for some tough desicions I think. I just hope no one gets too badly hurt by any choices I make.