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So it's been confirmed I am one of the shift team who will be redundant

I am apparently seen to be one of the worst at my job

I am an angry ball of rage

To top this off there is a girl, that might be flirting with, but might not, I really don't know and it is driving me crazy!

and now music

So I still don't know what my job future holds, and I still don't feel like I have a handle on life, but I did go to Budapest for a holiday

Enjoy the pics

I really don't feel like I can succeed anymore

Well that's it

the new work structure was announced today, and 3 of the 5 people at my level that are at risk are to be made redundant

I'm fucked basically, and not in a good way

could really do without this shit

So I got told I'm at risk of redundancy again, twice in six months, probably a sign to jump ship

got told this while on holiday

an eventful holiday

my mum broke her foot

and my 85 year old gran rented a wetsuit and went swimming in the sea and nearly drowned til my dad ran in and saved her (she's fine)

also attended my
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Don't think I can escape this place

don't think I can escape this mindset

Really not sure of much anymore

I've found whats enough to put me off someone

That girl I liked from work, she would rather spend her time canoodling than searching for our friend who had wandered off drunk

thankfully I found our friend completely fine, but seriously who just abandons people like that

Went to see Eels play in Oxford last night, was an amazing gig

this makes 3 bands I never thought I'd get a chance to see seen within a month

makes me feel pretty good

Now Music,

Eels - Not Ready Yet

Neutral Milk Hotel - In the Aeroplane Over the Sea

Afghan Whigs - What Jail is Like

Archers of Loaf - Web in...
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Apparently my ability to get birds out of chimneys and kill spiders makes me the best...I can't help but feel the standard has been lowered somewhat :P

have spent the last few days watching twin peaks...I enjoyed it even if it left me partially confused :P

Games wise been playing Wolfenstein: The New Order (good fun over the top shooter), Murdered: Soul Suspect (Brilliant story...
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So my 2 weeks off work is coming to an end, it's been a good couple of weeks, been home, been to London, seen Neutral Milk Hotel and Nine Inch Nails, saw the new X-Men film and grew a year older

Life could be better but it could ultimately be a lot worse

now, the music

Yuck - The Wall

Eels - Not Ready Yet...
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Past my 24 month point of having any sort of intimate contact, this sucks ass