dumbunny

...tired...looonngggg unpleasant weekend for the most part...today took my son out & got his fohawk cut & got an "under cut" myself... I completely LOVE it... bought him (my son) 3 Webkinz... a hound dog for him, a monster korky lookin thing for me & a snow owl for my Troll who's being a complete d-bag... I understand though, if you've been almost bed-ridden after 2.5 years from an accident & are in constant pain u might be tiffy... but that's no reason to take it out on ur' wife/girl (of 12 years) & ur 7.5 y/o son (Troll's turning 30 in 2 wks & I'm 29 on 12/4... teen sweethearts) ... I get so mad at him sometimes... but then I sit & think after yelling at him for being a jerk... I can walk, drive, do whatever I want with no help... & him, who was the most active person I've ever known just gets up to do minimal things because he hurts so bad after all these years & all these surgeries...and there are more to come...I can't even imagine what he has been through...how much pain...how much emotional stress... *sigh* I just have to keep going. Doing the best I can. But it's so hard when the people you love the most depend on everything you do... work, nurture, love... and you really don't get anything in return... it's just expected... *deeeeeep sigh* ...... thx for letting me vent............