duffman101

here it comes. you knew it was coming due to my lack of entrys, soooo

the presure is growing. lI'm fucking up due to my terminal lack of inactivity. ive dropped 3 of the four classes i started with. with all thats going on, i need a job now, and that seems to be going nowhere. i havent dropped the bomb on my dad yet.
its not that i dont want him sharing in my life, but i know what a judgemental fuck he his and any for of sick relationship i have with him is about to go str8 to the shitter. I know all is going to be ok, with, or with out him in my life, but damit, i have always wanted his respect and whle its unatainable, I'm not sure i can muster the strangth to say whats going on, and know that any chance of gaining his approval will to hell.
and speaking of parents, its mothers day. I lost mine last aug. 8th. and fuck..........i miss her.

sings " death dont have no mercy in this land
I say death dont have no mercy in this land

comes to your house, you know it dont take long
look in their bed, find your whole family is gone,

I say death dont have no mercy in this land"

so remember as much as your parents are a pain in your ass, give them your love while you can.

cheeeers