life is good, my girl got back from new mexico today, and dam was i happy to see her. i guess her dad gave her the "very, vey, disapointed speach". she had to keep me from going in to his house and kicking his arse!
the band is really getting geared up for the up coming stand of shows! the new songs are really coming...
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webigailboop:
glad that you're able to be near your girlfriend again. it's always nice to see people after they've been gone for a while.
woot got a new computer today............wow!
debrajean:
yay
webigailboop:
oooh...what kind? i'm hoping maybe get a laptop this summer, it would be great to be able to take one with me to britain in january.
well time for me to frown for a while,
Chandras of to New Mexico for the week end with her dad
. So I'll probably call Mr. Stonebender and see whats up with him (what is up with you? lol). Ive got mad job leads (god i love applying for jobs on-line!). and school is school. so yeah...
as for some answers, Mason is a...
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Chandras of to New Mexico for the week end with her dad
. So I'll probably call Mr. Stonebender and see whats up with him (what is up with you? lol). Ive got mad job leads (god i love applying for jobs on-line!). and school is school. so yeah...
as for some answers, Mason is a...
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gingerlilly:
haha, only 18??
duffman101:
oh yeah only 18, my boy will become a increadable hockey star, and support my lazy arse till im good and dead lol!
ok heres whats going on...
yup, my g/f is pregnent and were super happy!
her mom is psyched
, here dad wants death argh 
my sister is being really suportive
, and my dad and brother aint gonna find out till early june 
.
if its a boy i get to name him... Mason
if its a girl she gets the name ... Orion
were...
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yup, my g/f is pregnent and were super happy!
her mom is psyched
, here dad wants death argh
my sister is being really suportive
, and my dad and brother aint gonna find out till early june .
if its a boy i get to name him... Mason
if its a girl she gets the name ... Orion
were...
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mizu:
Congrats! I like Orion so I hope it's a girl!! Plus girls are better!!
quest36833:
Okay, all I have to say is this, one way or another, if its a boy or a girl, the childs name had to be Lee, one because it goes with anything, and 2 because its my middle name, and you cool like that, and want my middle name apart of it....LOL
Cheers
Cheers
ok 1st jer if you read this keep this in your pocket, im not ready for all the peeps to know yet, but i have to write it down, and see this for my self!
im going to be a dad. holy fucking crap. jesus christ on a crutch, ill be a sonof(insert explitive).
and the wierd part! im soooooooooooooooo psyched!!!!!
ok thats all i...
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im going to be a dad. holy fucking crap. jesus christ on a crutch, ill be a sonof(insert explitive).
and the wierd part! im soooooooooooooooo psyched!!!!!
ok thats all i...
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webigailboop:
woo hoo!!!!
congrats! i'm sure you'll be a great dad.
congrats! i'm sure you'll be a great dad.
disappearhere:
Cool dude!
Congrats!!
Congrats!!
whats good...
im getting into the school groove finally.
things are soooooooo good with chandra.
got my taxes all ready to out in the mailbox.
the band is rolling and ready to go for our prime time slots!
i have friends that are good to me and give kind words of incouragement (thanks stone and web!)
whats bad...
i havent been righting like i need...
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im getting into the school groove finally.
things are soooooooo good with chandra.
got my taxes all ready to out in the mailbox.
the band is rolling and ready to go for our prime time slots!
i have friends that are good to me and give kind words of incouragement (thanks stone and web!)
whats bad...
i havent been righting like i need...
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fetha:
I want to hear your band's stuff sometime. Hook me up!
insecuritys are getting the best of me. frozen into inactivity, and swimming in my pool of denial. "sure its all going to work our", and " maybe if i turn to one of my distractions, i wont see the problem, that will steam roll my ass, into a pancake .................. or maybe a belgian waffel!" seem to be the ever present symptoms.
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webigailboop:
don't have some idea of what you're suppossed to be, just let yourself become who you are.
another week = another sunday. kicked down some good grooves with the band. spent some quality time with the girl. im trying desperatly to get motivated for home work, and instead im typing here! hehehe. so here are some words...
i still look back and lament
what we did, what we made...
a mess,
but not just any mess.
one that destroyed the fabric
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i still look back and lament
what we did, what we made...
a mess,
but not just any mess.
one that destroyed the fabric
of...
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im getting to one of those unconnected, must disasociate places. why? why fucking bother? my life is a mute point. ill die and no one will remember or care. i could cure cancer or kill the pope, and in 50 years no one would care. sooooooooo. fuck it! right?
quest36833:
You know fucker, you and I have been through some times, and I understand that place where your at, but just imagine, if you cured cancer, even though you might not be remembered in 50 years, you still cured fucking cancer, and although another one would rise up, you still would have killed the pope....We all have feats that we need to accomplish in our lifetimes, and thats feats, not feasts, if you read that, your hungery, go eat..
Your Job is to strive to figure out what those are......
Your Job is to strive to figure out what those are......
fetha:
I'd remember you if you cured cancer....
maybe not if you killed the pope, tho...
mu-hahahahaha!
maybe not if you killed the pope, tho...
mu-hahahahaha!
well, today im running low on deep thoughts, so...
heres what happened in "real life"
so i get home from school, and not paying attn to my suroundings, low and behold, theres some dam sexy underware tied to my door. first thought " dam there are some freaks in my building. so i untie them and open the door. im imediatly bathed in candle light...
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heres what happened in "real life"
so i get home from school, and not paying attn to my suroundings, low and behold, theres some dam sexy underware tied to my door. first thought " dam there are some freaks in my building. so i untie them and open the door. im imediatly bathed in candle light...
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webigailboop:
that's so cool, i wish my boyfriend would do that for me.
quest36833:
Jesus man, be careful, you dont want to hurt yourself.... 
ive been contenplating the layers of reality that make up our exsistance. like when you share a moment a moment with someone, and theres the moment that you look into thier eyes, then theres the moment when you know your your looking into that persons eyes, and you see them thinking about the same thing and the moment you shared disapears. or dreaming, is this...
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dreadedmartyr:
see the film 'waking life'. puzzling matters on your head and mine. the idea of moment to moment living is paramount because it is the only thing that is real. you are not the same person you were yesterday. you learned something. we are thinking different thoughts than twenty minutes ago. time is an contiuous line until your death. not necessarily constant, but definate. tomorrow is indefinate. you truly dont know what isgoing to happen tomorrow. we have plans of getting up and going to work, but we dont know that we will.
we are made of many different bones, organs. our skin is made up of millions and billions of cells. each cell is made up of so many atoms, we are made of almost an infinate amout of protons, neutrons, and electrons. we have a lot. we have galaxies in our eyes, ears, hearts. but extend that outward, we are so much but we are so little. there are how many, 5 billion people on the planet? our solar system is one of the smallest ones we have found. there are so many galaxies out there. what is the meaning of it all? the number of stars in the sky at night. how far away they are. why conciousness? why do we have moral law? a question... do you believe in god?
i am like you, it all makes my head hurt. so many possiblities. disclaimer: i am stupid, dont listen to anything i just wrote down, cuz i am just stupid. or am i a genious? yeah, anyways....its weird where a stream of conciousness will take you.
we are made of many different bones, organs. our skin is made up of millions and billions of cells. each cell is made up of so many atoms, we are made of almost an infinate amout of protons, neutrons, and electrons. we have a lot. we have galaxies in our eyes, ears, hearts. but extend that outward, we are so much but we are so little. there are how many, 5 billion people on the planet? our solar system is one of the smallest ones we have found. there are so many galaxies out there. what is the meaning of it all? the number of stars in the sky at night. how far away they are. why conciousness? why do we have moral law? a question... do you believe in god?
i am like you, it all makes my head hurt. so many possiblities. disclaimer: i am stupid, dont listen to anything i just wrote down, cuz i am just stupid. or am i a genious? yeah, anyways....its weird where a stream of conciousness will take you.
quest36833:
Yeah, I get those days where I feel small in the universe, today, well this morning, a Jet flew over, you could tell that it was air force, just by its noise, and I kinda freaked out, so far I havent looked into this whole war thing, but the thought of, "whoa, what if a bomb is dropped" or some shit like that, and looking back, it made me kind of feel insignificant of all things.
Just remember what Jake said right before he let go of the rail.."Go now, there are other worlds then these"
And you know what, Roland did...
Just remember what Jake said right before he let go of the rail.."Go now, there are other worlds then these"
And you know what, Roland did...
i love watching the war of those that care too much and tose that couldnt care less. those that feel control is a neccesity like air that if it were ever lost, death wold surely follow. and the later, which feel that to care at all would leave them vulinerable to the slings and arrows which are always loking for a weakness to ones heart....
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