ok so tattoo tomorrow!!!! super excited, lol but i know its gonna kill!! i hate getting rib tatt so much they hurt so bad! my others were easy peasy but my ribs was most deff not easy peasy.. so tomorrow or thursday look back here for my new tattoo to go along with this one i have already.![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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on another subject i think the idea that my papa dying is actually begining to sink in...and i cant stand it. i cant imagine life without him, without being able to call him up everytime i break something and hear him laugh or yell at me about it, then come help me.
i love how close my family is but its times like these i wish i didnt have to feel like this though, in a year and a half i have lost a aunt and a uncle and now everyone is saying my papa is dying. the others were all sudden out of no where deaths i hate seeing my papa suffer and i hate to see what its doing to my grandma....
i love you so much papa![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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on another subject i think the idea that my papa dying is actually begining to sink in...and i cant stand it. i cant imagine life without him, without being able to call him up everytime i break something and hear him laugh or yell at me about it, then come help me.
i love how close my family is but its times like these i wish i didnt have to feel like this though, in a year and a half i have lost a aunt and a uncle and now everyone is saying my papa is dying. the others were all sudden out of no where deaths i hate seeing my papa suffer and i hate to see what its doing to my grandma....
i love you so much papa
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I dropped in to tell you your smile is adorable but it seems trivial now
but thank you