I need to get away from this emotional state I am in. I need the school year to end. I am sick of Lacrosse, I am sick of getting sick, and I am sick of not caring about my assignments for school when I should. I need to get out of this dorm. I need to get a house, I need to get this band going, I know it will be good, I promise. Fuck me. I just got yelled at by this guy who was trying to be tough because I was playing this drum pad in my room at 12:45 in the morning. yeah I was at fault but fuck, I just am sick of dealing with people in shitty moods, including myself. I have gotten to the point where I just "don't care" anymore. I dont care if I get benched for the rest of the season, I am just tired of my fucking coach. I miss playing music. All I want to do is get back in a band. Watching music videos is painful for me because I find myself analyzing every single aspect of a band, their equipment, the song, how hard a riff or beat is....etc... blah. 
I guess I am just in a bad mood. I've been sick for what seems like forever and I just sit in my dark damp dorm room with my meds and watch CNN and see who's been killed next. Its becoming obvious to me that the Coalition Forces are fucked into another guerilla war like vietnam. Whatever. So how apathetic I am right now?
This website is really pink. christ.
And what is the deal with these fucking faces? I mean really! I feel so god damned obligated to use them its rediculous. How fucking relevant is
face or 
or for fucks sake 
face to anything!? ( i love using them though 
)
One more example of how lame of a mood I have been in recently, I usually post up funny links on my profile on AIM that I think are funny, and people at school go to them and laugh blah blah blah... but recently I just thought about how retarded it all was and I put up this link which looked like this : LOL!
When I click on it I still get a chuckle... ahhh being cynical is so much fun. hmmm... maybe I should add in a face here.. oh fuck me, how about this one
.... Miao! Brilliant!
Ok, now that you all think I am psycho, I think I am going to go try to go to bed, or something like that.
Oh yeah, I made a new friend today. She is nice
(oh these faces just say so much more than words!)
Ok. I'm done.
*sigh*
-dub
I guess I am just in a bad mood. I've been sick for what seems like forever and I just sit in my dark damp dorm room with my meds and watch CNN and see who's been killed next. Its becoming obvious to me that the Coalition Forces are fucked into another guerilla war like vietnam. Whatever. So how apathetic I am right now?
This website is really pink. christ.
And what is the deal with these fucking faces? I mean really! I feel so god damned obligated to use them its rediculous. How fucking relevant is
face or or for fucks sake face to anything!? ( i love using them though )
One more example of how lame of a mood I have been in recently, I usually post up funny links on my profile on AIM that I think are funny, and people at school go to them and laugh blah blah blah... but recently I just thought about how retarded it all was and I put up this link which looked like this : LOL!
When I click on it I still get a chuckle... ahhh being cynical is so much fun. hmmm... maybe I should add in a face here.. oh fuck me, how about this one
.... Miao! Brilliant!
Ok, now that you all think I am psycho, I think I am going to go try to go to bed, or something like that.
Oh yeah, I made a new friend today. She is nice
(oh these faces just say so much more than words!)
Ok. I'm done.
*sigh*
-dub
mass extinction or no, i support what these bands are to the industry. a catalyst for the world of the guitar to get back into the mainstream, and back onto mtv.