So tonight, after a long day and a long week... I try to drink over in a friends room. They are all drunk, etc... blah blah blah. I was just too tired. I relaxed, drank 3 beers... and just sat there. A girl that pretty much played me a couple weeks back and kinda hurt my feelings was there and was trying to play games with me again. It felt really good to just get up and leave, because I know I saved myself the trouble. It feels great actually. Fuck yeah.
Doesnt it feel good when the small things are taken care of? I got all my laundry done, cleaned the room and bathroom, feel good mentally and physically, and the last thing I need is some girl from OC with the personality of a two by four trying to play "games" with me. It felt good to say no. it felt really good.
You see, I am friends with a pretty eclectic group of people at my school, but somehow 99% of the girls I am friends with or are associated with are in a sorority - how this happened, I do not know. And just last week I finally said to myself "enough". Enough humoring them, I dont give a shit about their fucking sorority or fraternity. Does anybody? No! Its hilarious how serious they take themselves, and how stupid social roles are. It feels good to not care about it, not that I ever did, but I guess it feels good to not even spend the time humoring them about it. Fuck yeah, I feel empowered or something. They are good people, just not when they are with others of their "kind"... Being a sophomore in college is a lot of fun. a LOT of fun. But sometimes I wish I could mix the maturity of a 30 year old with the exuberance of a 19-20 year old. I dont know. I'm rambling, and it seems for once I am not writing a journal for an audience like this site is structured, and just for me.
In any case, I am excited to be going to stanford to play them on saturday, but I also wish I could stay so I could meet up with the sgla peeps and meet them and butterfly and have a good time. I am need of an escape.
I have done the whole online journal thing and it was kinda whatever, but this site is fucking money. I love this place, and yes, I am addicted. I have a crush on every single girl on here and everyone is so friggin nice I cant stand it. I mean why not right? Its kinda odd though, everyone already knows each other and I am just kinda jumping right in. But I guess it just takes time though...time... But I guess to whomever is reading this, I want to get to know you, I really do, reading what you guys have to write and learing about all of you really fascinates me and I have been developing a lot of respect for all of you. So comment, dont comment, this is just a catharsis I guess, and a good one. Lookin forward to tomorrow...and the next day... and the next.
God is Love
Love is Blind
Ray Charles is Blind
Ray Charles is God.
Dub
Doesnt it feel good when the small things are taken care of? I got all my laundry done, cleaned the room and bathroom, feel good mentally and physically, and the last thing I need is some girl from OC with the personality of a two by four trying to play "games" with me. It felt good to say no. it felt really good.
You see, I am friends with a pretty eclectic group of people at my school, but somehow 99% of the girls I am friends with or are associated with are in a sorority - how this happened, I do not know. And just last week I finally said to myself "enough". Enough humoring them, I dont give a shit about their fucking sorority or fraternity. Does anybody? No! Its hilarious how serious they take themselves, and how stupid social roles are. It feels good to not care about it, not that I ever did, but I guess it feels good to not even spend the time humoring them about it. Fuck yeah, I feel empowered or something. They are good people, just not when they are with others of their "kind"... Being a sophomore in college is a lot of fun. a LOT of fun. But sometimes I wish I could mix the maturity of a 30 year old with the exuberance of a 19-20 year old. I dont know. I'm rambling, and it seems for once I am not writing a journal for an audience like this site is structured, and just for me.
In any case, I am excited to be going to stanford to play them on saturday, but I also wish I could stay so I could meet up with the sgla peeps and meet them and butterfly and have a good time. I am need of an escape.
I have done the whole online journal thing and it was kinda whatever, but this site is fucking money. I love this place, and yes, I am addicted. I have a crush on every single girl on here and everyone is so friggin nice I cant stand it. I mean why not right? Its kinda odd though, everyone already knows each other and I am just kinda jumping right in. But I guess it just takes time though...time... But I guess to whomever is reading this, I want to get to know you, I really do, reading what you guys have to write and learing about all of you really fascinates me and I have been developing a lot of respect for all of you. So comment, dont comment, this is just a catharsis I guess, and a good one. Lookin forward to tomorrow...and the next day... and the next.
God is Love
Love is Blind
Ray Charles is Blind
Ray Charles is God.
Dub
superscott:
and enough people thing pledging is SO cool, they made a show about it. thank you MTV my life is now complete. i dont have enough people to hate during the day, so you film people that i dont even know and i hate them too. thank god i dont watch tv.
_william_:
thanks man...