dspawn0077

Just thinking today about the close friends, that for some reason or another, no longer acknowledge my existence, let alone being my friend. It just really hurts considering how close I was with them, Liz & Katie, but now I can no longer be apart of their lives. Forget everything we have been through. Forget all of the good things. Forget all of the hard times we got through. Forget all the memories we made. Forget all of the pictures we took. Forget all of the conversations we had. Forget all of the things we know about each other. Why must something so strong and so right end forever? I cant wrap my head around it. These scars go deep and will remain forever. Now I find my heart, feelings, and soul even more guarded than ever. Why would I even bother to let anyone that close again when 2 times before left me just feel like shit. Nope. Not happening.