dspawn0077

Havent written in a while. Been busy and lazy at the same time. Seems like everytime I have something to say, I think it instead of saying it, and then its gone. I have begun to not care about so many things that I have given up on a lot of it. The important things get my attention. Family, friends, work, bills....god I hate bills. Everything else can move the fuck on and leave me the hell alone. A lot of times I find myself wishing that things would just go away and leave me be. I mean, come on? Why me? Why bring that negative shit to me. I dont want it in my life. I try to be as positive as possible and move on, but somehow that shit keeps on finding me. Bad Karma, I would really like to know when you are going to go away and that good karma is going to show up. I think I am going to go find a nice slot machine and throw a $20 in it and see if I cant make some money. I think I am about due. Lets do this.