drunkpandainc

Well Its been awhile. huh? well ive been working and trying to stay away from home. in giving my mom the money she needed to take a week long vactaion in NY i have pretty much screwed getting my new apartment at the end of the month. this has set back my plans about 2 months. my computer is being a real bitch these days...grrr. i got my christmas bonus last week. i was happy with it but taxes were a pain on it. the bonus was 650...and the taxes on it were 250!!! what kinda crap is that?? oh well. I got the special edition of lord of the rings :return of the king..yay! now that i have all of the special editon ones..i am gonna try to watch them in one sitting...lol...yeah... thats gonna be one ass numbing thing. tuesday when i got off for my days off i decided i was gonna buy some alchohol and then go buy the pistol i wanted. well i got the alcohol. all of my freinds and my moms bf talked me out of the gun...lol. they think i am gonna get drunk and shoot myself with it. they told me if i am so hell bent on getting it that i should at least wait till after the holidays when i am not as depressed. I swear everyone is trying to be my shrink. so instead of buying the gun i went to a toy store and got a hundred bucks worth of toys for the marine corps toys for tots program. and since i was out i got my bros some stuff. i got my little bro gta san andreas and some other crap. i got my other bro a gameboy sp, a shirt, a beanie, a dvd and some other crap. I got dude nasty some shoes she wanted and a shirt and i got dustin a dvd player and a red vs blue shirt..lol. and since i could not stop thinking about them i got my ex mandie a cute coat from hot topic, the lord of the rings movie that i got, a bettie pagie calander and for her son i got him a bike, a lightsaber, a baby slipknot shirt and a drum set......lots of loud toys for him to drive his mother nuts. i guess with next paycheck i will get myself some shit. There is this girl i see at hot topic all the time...well i guess its because she works there..duh!! lol well i keep running into her. i saw her at the church a few times. at a starbucks i stopped at, at the manson concert last week and even at a grocery store once....everytime we see each other and lock eyes..its freaky. i keep thinking maybe shes a ghost or somthing that keeps following me. i dunno its just strange coencidences. i saw her a few days ago at the mall. i was on my phone listiening to my brother bitch about somthing and i felt like i was being watched i turned around and my eyes locked agian with hers. its just creepy. my bro told me one time that i should just go up to hot topic one day and just start talking to her. lol. sorry just rambling..i just thought it was werid. she looks at me like she knows me or somthing. i dont know her name...but after 2 years of this happening me and my bro have just dubbed her the hot bettie paige haircut chick from the mall...lol. what a name huh? she is so adorable. anyway not much has happend in the last i dont know few days since my last post. sill hanign out with dude nasty and dustin. they are funny as always. i am getting back into a somwhat better mood. i am still depressed but what else is new. i went to drop off the gifts for mandie and her son at pams(mandies sons old baby sitter) she looked at me and was surprised...lol. she said i looked sharp and colorful..lol. i cut my hair short since the last time i saw her and i wasnt wearing all black yesterday. so it was new for her. heh i was wearing my blue army hoodie!!... anyway she was happy to see me and filled me in on my ex. I miss the mandie. I highly doubt i will ever find a more compatible person ever again. well anyways i will post more later i am supposed to be making a list of people to call today for another get together tonight to play halo 2. we are gonna try to get at least 12 people....grrr.. i may have to cater this time. well anyways yall have a good one. i love you all. blessed be.

ninja pic!!!!! dude nasty and dustins place.