Gah!!! I have no clue why i am up so early!! i go to work at 6pm and dont get off till 6am....so why am i up now. oh man am i gonna be dragging ass tonight. oh well. so how are yall? My 4 days off have been ok. few things here and there that i wish could have gone better. I gave my mother the money she needs for a trip to NY....i know i will regret that one. my bro has become a real prick in the last few weeks and i swear if he gets any worse and turns it my way i am gonna have to show him why some people are afraid of me. dude nasty was about to leave dustin 2 nights ago...gawd. with some sound advice and lots of threats i managed to get her to do the grown up thing and talk it out with him..so for now they are ok. i dont want to have to take sides when it comes to them. i mean ultimatly if i had to i would take dude nastys side because we have a very very significant history and she is one of my best freinds. ya know what. i thought i would feel bad for a long time about dumping meagan..but it has gone quite well. I dont have that twinge of guilt that comes from dumping someone...i think i am getting better at it. i mean i was never good at it and i hated the thought of doing it. i would usually hope that my g/f at the time would just dump me if it wasnt going well...but now...wow its like you do it one or two times and its not so bad. yeah i know it sounds really really shitty but in a way its is a good thing. that way if i am not happy with somthing i can voice my opinion and acctually end it without dragging the person along and just making both of us miserable. ah well asche zu asche und staub zu staub....nicht? on another good note i got 3 new games for my x box....problem is i still have like 4 i havent opened...kinda sucks. i should learn to make more time to play games. I got to hang out my friends house and bbq get drunk and play halo with like 10 other people. it was fun...the drive home was hell cause it was cold as hell and my truck was all frosted over and shit. lol i drove with my head out of the window cause i didnt have the patients to sit there and wait for it to melt off. it looks nice out today. i think i am gonna go enjoy. yall have a good one. laters.
jessicalea:
Ya Im a bitch...Im not proud of that fact but it does make my life a lot easier. when it ocmes to realtionships The only time I have no problem dumping a guy is if Im getting layed less than 4 times a week..very strict rules on the sex..I have to have it or you don't want to deal with me. It doesnt have to be good sex....just sex often.
falias:
don't frezze to hard at work.