drunkpandainc

damn.....its been a little while hasnt it. well no thanks to my wonderful computer!!! stupid thing would not start...isnt that weird...it just wouldnt start. grrrr. well tonight will be my third night of work of this week..wow. so i gotta sleep soon. yup yup. ok...here we go.. meghan one of my halo playing buddies tride to commit suicide...grrr stupid stupid girl!!!!!! no human being on this earth is worth killing yourself over. not one damn person. we are all equally worthless. well she got her stomache pumped but i havent really heard much else i talk to her for like 5 min and then i get frustrated with her inability to get over it. grr...maybe i will call her and try to talk some sense into her and then dropkick her right in the head. yeah.. thats what i will do.

while he was in florida a diver and his wife found a shot glass that reminded them of me...lol. so the bought it for me. lol..i guess i put off the vibe that i am a wino....which..i guess is true. last friday i went to dude nasty and dustins halloween/birthday party for there freind heather. well dustin told me to get dressed up in a costume..so i put on my nun costume and lipstick and headed on out to there place with liqour in tow. well when i got there....dustin was dressed as a woman....and he was the only one there dressed up...grrr. well they took pics of us and i plan to get them on here eventually. well i got smashed and ended up running around the apartment telling everyone that they were gonna get the goddesses judgement from me in the form of a tazer gun...lol. dustin should have never told me he had one...much less give it to me. well i woke up at around 730 in the morning..heh.. i had a nice big head ache. i left while everyone was asleep went home got cleaned up and went to meagans to help her and chris move. o....m......g!!!!! i was dying...my body was dehydrated and my legs were not working and i had no strenght what so ever...lol. after that i went home and chrashed till meagan came over and hung out and spent the night.

OH yeah..i didnt go to the kittie/otep concert i have been talking about all month...grrr... i was too tired, hung over, and i sure as hell didnt want to drive to san antonio...lol. but oh well.

well today is the election....wow..... well i guess its time to choose between a giant duche and a turd sandwhich. heh i have been watching too much south park. heh...why is so many people against the draft? why is it such a big issue? is everyone that afraid of fighting in pointless wars...heh yeah i think all wars are pointless but if your country calls on you to work for it i say why the hell not. just imagine it. what if no one ever joined the miltary or we didnt keep a strong one...how easy would it be for someone to invade us?? hmm?? bah i am talking out of my ass. I am still trying to get my discharge either upgraded or waived so i can get back into the military. but belive me i wont care too much if i never get back in..but if it came to the point where they needed every last person they could get i would be there in a heartbeat..i would storm the recruiting stations and demand i be taken or i would take a big crap on the recruiters desk..lol

blah... the serious search for a new apartment has begun...i am pretty sure i wont find any stable roomates so i have for the moment given up. but i have come to the conclusion that i am gonna try to get a good 2 bed room place..heh.. yeah i know i dont need a 2 bed room place but i just want one. i barely have enough crap to fill one room..heh.. so it will be werid. but oh well i am weird. I may ask dude nasty and dustin when there lease runs out and see if they wanna live with me....hmmmm... i dunno.... weeee..i am so tired. i am gonna just go to sleep now. hope you all had a good holloween...i was working....grrrr.. laters