drunkpandainc

yes...cuban-b.... eh..oh.. hello! ::puts in journal updating music and pulls up a bowl of daquri ice sherbert and a shot of southern comfort:: ahh...its friday..weeee. tonight is the last night of this weeks shift. this week has been rather....good. I went to work on tuesday night and the day guy told me i had a letter in my memo box.....hmm??...he told me that a lovely young girl came over the weekend and left it for me. My first thought was that one of my stalkers finally found me again...but then i realized my stalkers dont know where i work. Well i got the letter and licked it to test for any poisons or chemicals that may kill me....heh. then i opend it and started reading. the letter is from a my ex meagan....i guess when i saw chris (2 posts back i went through the whole chris and meagan thing...chris was a best freind and meg was muh gf...they ran off together leaving me in a bad financial and emotional situation 4 and a half years ago). well anyway chris told her that i was still around and alive and that i was working at the place i was working at when i was with her. the letter was an apology, current events drama, overly flattering rant, and thank you note all in one....wow..shes creative. anyway that night i used my coworkers computer to write a long ass email to get back to her about her letter. with that done i didnt think any more of it. when i got off work my current meghan freind was having a crisis of her own that demanded my attention, huggs, cookies, invader zim, and cigeretts. me and meghan spent our morning watching season 2 of invader zim and playing with her cats, ah and i bought her 2 pairs of cat ears as a present for her 3 years of being clean and sober. i got maybe an hour of sleep before i had to go to work again...grrrr.. i lived that night off of red bull and gummy bears. well the past strikes again!!! the evil meagan calls me at work and says she could not wait for my response to her letter(geezz..i guess the guilt got to her pretty bad). well i promised her i would talk to her when i got off of work. yesterday morning i spent 3 hours talking to this woman. she said so many things have happend since she and chris ran off together...heh i told her about half of the really screwed up stuff thats happend to me and she was like "wow...ok you win...the last 4 years has been way more screwed up for you". lol. well we caught up and she apologized about what she did and hoped i would forgive her. i let her know that i forgave her and chris not to long after they left and that if anything i had missed them both and i had lost my 2 greatest freinds when they left. i let her know that i was upset about what happned though and all was forgiven. i dont know it was weird talking to her...like as if somone had come back from the dead. we finally ended the conversation after a while and now she wants to hang out.....what dose one say to that? well i guess i will cause i need more halo playing and anime watching freinds...lol. i wanted to ask if chris would be willing to hang out too but after she told me about him beating her and them breaking up i guess that wouldnt be such a good idea. wow...4 years. DAMN YOU BEST BUY!!!!!

bah....I cant ever be mad at someone these days. And to gain back a fun freind is always a great thing as well.....unless she has become dull...oh no! and she prolly dosnt drink either...ahhhh!!!! grr grrr grrrr..must get off that subject..too weird....dont have enought alcohol.


On a sad note....i still havent found my panda costume..and the nun outfit is getting lonley. I have decided in my next incarnation if i ever decided to kick the bucket i wanna come back as a hot lesbian ninja day walking vampire with red hair and a british accent. speaking of lesbian.. i met my freind meghan's roomate.......::growls::. she is very attractive and as nuts as meghan. fun fun. ah shame she isnt strait but thems the breaks. I am gonna try to wrangle dude nasty and dustin into going to see kittie and otep with me but i dont think they have money for it. Neither of them have jobs yet and are still getting by on his military disability....wow...if i knew you could get that much money for psyhiatric problems..i would have made more of effort to fill out my veterans disability package instead of drawing pictures of penguins leprecauns and stick figures all over it. dustin recently bought himself an x box.....i fear for their marrige now. he tried to soften the shock of gettting it by giving dude nasty lots of money to spend.

mmmm...hot pockets...why is it the lean pockets taste so much better than the regular ones?? maybe its all a ruse. so what do yall do for fun on your days off from work or school or evil plots to conqure the world? eh?

well its been fun..but i need to get some rest before i head back to the salt mines. you all have a good day or night.
-J.R.