blah..mondays.. even when i dont work them they still suck. well the weekend was ok..i still would have rather gone to florida. since i posted what happend on friday on my last post i will not go into that. saturday morning after kevin took off i was gonna go to sleep..but i was too hyper so i went on a long ass bike ride and ran into another old freind...geeze what is it with me and running into people i used to know. i stopped for a breather and some water at a parking lot of a tom thumb. And a freind from high school pulled up beside me and was like wow your still alive!! lol we talked for about 30 min about life after h.s. and current events..but she went into a kinda taboo topic for me. she asked about my h.s. sweetheart melany..ugh.. well i guess she didnt know that i stupidly kicked my fiancee to the curb. she was shocked cause we were together for 4 and a half years....anyway she kept digging for details....grrrr......grrrrrr...GRRRRRRR!!!. after that nice chinese water torture i said buh bye and rode for another 2 hours. when i got home i felt like my legs had turned to wet spaghetti. after i cleaned up i played with my kittie and was gonna crash but my bro needed a ride to his freinds house. i couldnt sleep so i watched movies for a bit then as i was about to hit the hay.......Dustin called.
He and Dude Nasty were bored and wanted me to come over. so as usual i packed my xbox some games and lots of movies and headed over. well it turns out they were mad at each other when i got there. dustin was in a good mood so he had burn a smiley into his arm and dude nasty got mad and started yelling at him and got in his face so he put his cig out on his own arm and she got mad again and they got into a shoving and dragging match. well jens freind heather was there so they stayed in the room while me and dustin played games and he explained all that had gone down. when i found out heather was there i wanted to leave sooooooo bad. heather is an ok person but annoying and when here and dude nasty get together...oh man it sucks. well they took off and went to some other guys apartment. after an hour dustin wanted to see what they were doing so we went to some guy named....umm...chris's apartment. well the guy chris and his roomie andy were drunk off their asses...i was kinda envyous....i wanted a drink so bad. dude nasty was there with heather trying to get her laid. (heather is a chubby....large....grrr..ok she is fat you know there are girls that are overweight and still cute...but this girl is not) anyway the andy guy asked if J.R. stood for somthing..i told him no and he asked what my real name was and why i didnt go by it. for one i hate my real name it just sucks. two my dad has the same name and i hate him too. Three I dont like being called jounior, i never have been and i dont want it to start now..as far as i am concerned i was grown in a lab from various chemicals and parts. So andy respected my wishes and called me J.R. but wanted to know why i go by that...well to make a long story short i had another freind with the same first name when i was in elementry so another one of our freinds called him by his first name and since he alredy had a friend named Jounior he called me J.R. and since the 5th grade i have gone by it. i was gonna legally change it to Jarrod Ryan and get rid of my last name but i jonied the military...i am gonna still change it. I was kinda stoked about getting married to dude nasty a year ago cause we were gonna keep her last name...carter...heh. well any way back to the aparment and the drunk guys. after about 10 min me and dustin went back to his apartment and he told me why he cant drink anymore. first he gets violent and second he will turn into an alcholic. that really sucks. i told him about he last mean drunk i hung out with...heh i knocked the guy out with a frying pan tied him up to a chair and woke him up and me and other freinds fed him more booze.heh. anyway dusting though that was a good idea but didnt want me to hit him with a frying pan or anything else for that matter. we went back to playing games and dude nasty came back and offred to make hamburgers.....i quickly jumped up and said NOOOOOOOOO!!!! we all went to walmart at 3 in the morning to get hamburger seasoning and other junk food while i was there i found the second season of INVADER ZIM!!!!!!!!!!!! yea! and i also got the special edition of Underworld....ah...selene..
....eh?...oh.. 
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after that we went back and i cooked hamburgers. Dustin asked if i would be intrested in moving in with them
. heather eventually passed out in dude nasty and dustins bed so we all just sat in the living room watching tv and grossing out cause dude nasty was letting out some sick stinky farts. i dont know how somthing that gross can come out of such a pretty woman. the sun came up and we stood on the balcony watching some ballons fly through the sky....i guess plano was having a hot air baloon day and all. I guess it was gay day too or somthing cause we saw lots of rainbow stikers and stuff. well dude nasty finally passed out around 10am. dustin kept on telling me to just stay there cause i was falling asleep too...lol. like i tell my co workers "why pass the perfect opportunity to die in a car accident" i had already been up a good 54 hours. so i took off and got really hyper on the drive to my mums...odd. when i got to my mums they were doing yard work. i went inside and told my bro that if he wanted to go get our nun costumes he had to get cleaned up. well i got online to check to see if all my bills had cleared through the bank that way i could gage exactly how much i could spend on said costumes. well.....
Meghan had caught me online so she asked what i was doing. i told her and she asked if she could go cause she was all sad and wanted to hang out with me cause i cheer her up. well me and my bro drove to ft worth to pick her up. when i got there she was coming out of her door...omg!!! she looked soooooooo hot. she cut her hair and was wearing the glasses she had just gotten. i just wanted to go up to her and bite her neck she was so cute! lol. well anyway we went all the way back to G.P. and to party city where we got 2 nun outfits and a pari of black angel wings. that and we played with all sorts of things. we had the muchies so we went to the store and got shit to cook and then the mandatory stop to baskin robins for my fav sherbert.
. meghan occupied herself with my x box while me and my bro cooked dinner. after that me and meg played halo for about 4 hours when we realized it was already 8:30pm on sunday and she needed to go to her N.A...or A.A. support group. so i took her home to get her car then she followed me to a gas station and we talked for a bit. she looked so hot..heh. she was wearing a tight invader zim shirt and some pin stripe black pants and some kick ass boots. lol most of the time when i see her it just after she woke up and is still in her p.j.'s and when we went to see RE2 she looked cute too but she was wearing all guys clothes and a cap. Yesterday she was just....damn. well anyway we had our hug goodnight and i went home hoping i was tired enough to finally fall asleep. well at 6 in the morning today i was still up.......dammmitttttttt!!!!!!!!!!. i fell asleep finally at 7am...lol damn i think i was up for like 75 hour or so. its not the longest i have been up but for all the crap i did it was long. and you know what so is this post. lol i am gonna go see what i need to do to my nun costume to make it acceptable to put over the panda costume once i get it. I did model the costume for meghan...and damn am i a cute nun!!! well not as cute as morticia but still cute..lol. the angel wings are for some pics i wanna take of myself...i want these pic of me as a bloody cut up angel...heh my bro said i should cut open the scars on my arms especially the x's on my wrists but i dont know if i wanna....maybe if i am in a rage or possesed i will...but eh....lol. if i did dude nasty would kick my ass for it. well i am rambling so yall have a good day or night or whatever suits ya. blessed be.
-J.R.
AH!!! Otep and kittie are playing in San Antonio on Oct 30th!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am off that day!!! YEA!!! YEA!!! ... i wish they would come to the DFW area. who knows mabey that will chage between now and then but in the mean time...I AM GOING TO SAN ANTONIO ON THE 30TH!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAH. sorry..i have been a kittie fan since 98.
He and Dude Nasty were bored and wanted me to come over. so as usual i packed my xbox some games and lots of movies and headed over. well it turns out they were mad at each other when i got there. dustin was in a good mood so he had burn a smiley into his arm and dude nasty got mad and started yelling at him and got in his face so he put his cig out on his own arm and she got mad again and they got into a shoving and dragging match. well jens freind heather was there so they stayed in the room while me and dustin played games and he explained all that had gone down. when i found out heather was there i wanted to leave sooooooo bad. heather is an ok person but annoying and when here and dude nasty get together...oh man it sucks. well they took off and went to some other guys apartment. after an hour dustin wanted to see what they were doing so we went to some guy named....umm...chris's apartment. well the guy chris and his roomie andy were drunk off their asses...i was kinda envyous....i wanted a drink so bad. dude nasty was there with heather trying to get her laid. (heather is a chubby....large....grrr..ok she is fat you know there are girls that are overweight and still cute...but this girl is not) anyway the andy guy asked if J.R. stood for somthing..i told him no and he asked what my real name was and why i didnt go by it. for one i hate my real name it just sucks. two my dad has the same name and i hate him too. Three I dont like being called jounior, i never have been and i dont want it to start now..as far as i am concerned i was grown in a lab from various chemicals and parts. So andy respected my wishes and called me J.R. but wanted to know why i go by that...well to make a long story short i had another freind with the same first name when i was in elementry so another one of our freinds called him by his first name and since he alredy had a friend named Jounior he called me J.R. and since the 5th grade i have gone by it. i was gonna legally change it to Jarrod Ryan and get rid of my last name but i jonied the military...i am gonna still change it. I was kinda stoked about getting married to dude nasty a year ago cause we were gonna keep her last name...carter...heh. well any way back to the aparment and the drunk guys. after about 10 min me and dustin went back to his apartment and he told me why he cant drink anymore. first he gets violent and second he will turn into an alcholic. that really sucks. i told him about he last mean drunk i hung out with...heh i knocked the guy out with a frying pan tied him up to a chair and woke him up and me and other freinds fed him more booze.heh. anyway dusting though that was a good idea but didnt want me to hit him with a frying pan or anything else for that matter. we went back to playing games and dude nasty came back and offred to make hamburgers.....i quickly jumped up and said NOOOOOOOOO!!!! we all went to walmart at 3 in the morning to get hamburger seasoning and other junk food while i was there i found the second season of INVADER ZIM!!!!!!!!!!!! yea! and i also got the special edition of Underworld....ah...selene..
....eh?...oh.. .
after that we went back and i cooked hamburgers. Dustin asked if i would be intrested in moving in with them
. heather eventually passed out in dude nasty and dustins bed so we all just sat in the living room watching tv and grossing out cause dude nasty was letting out some sick stinky farts. i dont know how somthing that gross can come out of such a pretty woman. the sun came up and we stood on the balcony watching some ballons fly through the sky....i guess plano was having a hot air baloon day and all. I guess it was gay day too or somthing cause we saw lots of rainbow stikers and stuff. well dude nasty finally passed out around 10am. dustin kept on telling me to just stay there cause i was falling asleep too...lol. like i tell my co workers "why pass the perfect opportunity to die in a car accident" i had already been up a good 54 hours. so i took off and got really hyper on the drive to my mums...odd. when i got to my mums they were doing yard work. i went inside and told my bro that if he wanted to go get our nun costumes he had to get cleaned up. well i got online to check to see if all my bills had cleared through the bank that way i could gage exactly how much i could spend on said costumes. well.....
Meghan had caught me online so she asked what i was doing. i told her and she asked if she could go cause she was all sad and wanted to hang out with me cause i cheer her up. well me and my bro drove to ft worth to pick her up. when i got there she was coming out of her door...omg!!! she looked soooooooo hot. she cut her hair and was wearing the glasses she had just gotten. i just wanted to go up to her and bite her neck she was so cute! lol. well anyway we went all the way back to G.P. and to party city where we got 2 nun outfits and a pari of black angel wings. that and we played with all sorts of things. we had the muchies so we went to the store and got shit to cook and then the mandatory stop to baskin robins for my fav sherbert.
. meghan occupied herself with my x box while me and my bro cooked dinner. after that me and meg played halo for about 4 hours when we realized it was already 8:30pm on sunday and she needed to go to her N.A...or A.A. support group. so i took her home to get her car then she followed me to a gas station and we talked for a bit. she looked so hot..heh. she was wearing a tight invader zim shirt and some pin stripe black pants and some kick ass boots. lol most of the time when i see her it just after she woke up and is still in her p.j.'s and when we went to see RE2 she looked cute too but she was wearing all guys clothes and a cap. Yesterday she was just....damn. well anyway we had our hug goodnight and i went home hoping i was tired enough to finally fall asleep. well at 6 in the morning today i was still up.......dammmitttttttt!!!!!!!!!!. i fell asleep finally at 7am...lol damn i think i was up for like 75 hour or so. its not the longest i have been up but for all the crap i did it was long. and you know what so is this post. lol i am gonna go see what i need to do to my nun costume to make it acceptable to put over the panda costume once i get it. I did model the costume for meghan...and damn am i a cute nun!!! well not as cute as morticia but still cute..lol. the angel wings are for some pics i wanna take of myself...i want these pic of me as a bloody cut up angel...heh my bro said i should cut open the scars on my arms especially the x's on my wrists but i dont know if i wanna....maybe if i am in a rage or possesed i will...but eh....lol. if i did dude nasty would kick my ass for it. well i am rambling so yall have a good day or night or whatever suits ya. blessed be.
-J.R.
AH!!! Otep and kittie are playing in San Antonio on Oct 30th!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i am off that day!!! YEA!!! YEA!!!
... i wish they would come to the DFW area. who knows mabey that will chage between now and then but in the mean time...I AM GOING TO SAN ANTONIO ON THE 30TH!!! MUAHAHAHAHHAH. sorry..i have been a kittie fan since 98. VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
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Tell me more about this nun costume you spoke of