ahhh...my 2nd night of my shift at work is done..i finally got home at 8am this morning.. i really need to stop being so nice and just leave at 6 am like i am supposed to. my devotion to the job is sickening. Well on my last few days off my body tunred against me. I can no longer drink alcohol. I am sure it is all i my head but anytime i drink even the most tiny bit of beer, liquor, nyquil...i feel like i am gonna regurgitate. i dont but i get the neausiating feeling and i cant stand that. so i am just not drinking now. i think it is all in my head and it started after i went to hang out with dude nasty(her name is jen..but she earned the name dude nasty). anyway..this sucks. on a positive note not being sloshed all the time has helped my memory. i can remember things more clearly now...even if i dont want to. I missed ozzfest for the 2nd year in a row..well last years was not really any good but my fav band slipknot was playing this year. i was so depressed. i hate working nights on a revolving schedual. i missed the static x concert and i miss the kittie concert....grrrrrrrrrrr. i have another journal on livejournal.com and my exs and peeps i know personally always fuss at me about the things i post. i like this one cause i dont know anyone who has one here and that is great. me and my bro went to hot topic not to long ago and i was happy to see that the same girl works there..her look is just so amazing..she has the whole betty paige/ goth thing going that is sooooo cute. i think i have also seen her at the church in deep ellum a few times but i cant reall y remeber cause i am usually drunk when i go.....lol. i cant wait for summer here to end its too hot to be outside....i miss california. i was in california only for 3 or so years cause of the military but i loved it. the weather is so nice in the san deigo area and most of the people are nice...well not as nice as people in texas but still nice. i love the fall and winter i love cold weather but i hate the cuddling that comes with it...i like these seasons cause its cold!!!! lol. nah i like the colors of these seasons as well. everything just feels diffrent durning these seasons things are changing all around and the year is ending..its just surreal. yeah i am a loon. anyway enough of my meaningless prattle. laters. 
I think I know which girl you're talking about that works at Hot Topic. She's a regular at the Church. She has a boyfriend though. Maybe you could break them up.