They say there are some people in this world who are born and use up their usefulness in the first 20 years of thier lifes. after their use...they are nothing more than walking dead. For the first time in a long time i was angry...to the point i had loaded my gun with the most horrible of intentions. Heh...recently i was called a zombie. was told when looking into my eyes all people see is nothing.. well..i guess thats true. but at the same time when i look out at the world and at people and things i see nothing. worthless biological machines that mean shit when all is said and done. Maybe i have completely lost my heart...maybe i never really had one. meh who knows. As far as people know...family..freinds..everyone..i am the walking dead. I wore out my welcome on this giant rock a long time ago. maybe just maybe somthing horrible will happen to me. it would at least be a change in pace. sigh. what to do...what to do.....indeed.
imfuctagain:
well its good to see you still live lol i have long seen the statements above as a true. its not that your used up cause there is still lots you can accomplish, its the people you incounter that hurt and use you, and all in all treat you like shit that makes you a zombie. thats why i love that stone sour song bother so much. it basically says that. but you know what fuck what people say or think because the people who are telling you this probably had something to do with how you are now. just live for yourself and fuck everybody else. do what makes you happy even if it is a uncaring zombie, just means youve come to the realization of who you are.