I'm gonna vent:
damn, my two week vacation is deffinitly not going the way i thought it would. it's not fun. first of all, it is so hot i can't believe how hot it is. I live in colorado so im used to the cold and usually summer here isn't very hot but damn it is blistering.
I have a cold or something like it. My head hurts constantly and my nose will not stop running for the past 3 days, it literally wont stop! Plus, my throat hurts and i can't speak well.
So anyways, my boyfriend (his name is gary) did something pretty stupid and I don't know why. Well, for the past week or so he claims that he's been talking to some girl that's harrasing his best friend. But the thing is, i looked at his txt msgs last night and he was writing to some girl saying, "i miss you" and the worst one was, "carly's (me) not going to work again today so, we'll have to wait!" and, "I am deffinitly coming to see you tomorrow, can't wait!"
So, yeah that made me automatically think that he was cheating on me right?? wouldn't you think that too? So we went to bed and I couldn't stop thinking about it and it hurt so bad i started crying. He noticed i was crying about 5 minutes later and asked me what was wrong. So i confronted him about it.
He then said stupid stuff that didn't even go with what happened. Like he was trying to cover it up or something. So we got into this huge fight and turns out he's saying that he was trying to trick this girl into thinking he liked her because this girl was harrasing his best bud. See what i'm saying? I just think that is so disrespectful and I don't know what to think.
What do you think??
So, anyways i went for a walk with my sister leah and he said, when you get back the whole house will be clean. So i got back probably 2 hrs later cuz leah and i hung out longer and the only thing he'd done was "organize" the living room a little bit and put the dishes in the dishwasher. So i instantly started cleaning cuz it's a fucking pig sty in here!
I scrubbed the countertops and the floor even and i vacuumed and made everything look nice but as soon as I stepped into the bedroom, it was like a damn tornado hit. he had done laundry today and he threw all of it in the bedroom and there's 5 giant piles of clothes on the floor so i was going through them and putting them away and it's probably about 95 degrees in there and i couldn't stand it anymore. So i came in HERE to vent cuz gary's playing stupid video games with his "best friend"....
He hangs out with him almost every day. For a while there I was getting jealous. he even hangs out with his girlfriend more than me. which is weird. I don't know what to think. and i'm sick and i have to work tomorrow and if i don't go in tomorrow they're gonna go through my locker and throw everything out because I already missed 3 days and i have a very expensive pair of shoes in there...i don't know what to do i'm kinda depressed and stressed out and i feel like very confused!
I think i'm dehydrated as well....cuz its just too hot to handle!!
damn, my two week vacation is deffinitly not going the way i thought it would. it's not fun. first of all, it is so hot i can't believe how hot it is. I live in colorado so im used to the cold and usually summer here isn't very hot but damn it is blistering.
I have a cold or something like it. My head hurts constantly and my nose will not stop running for the past 3 days, it literally wont stop! Plus, my throat hurts and i can't speak well.
So anyways, my boyfriend (his name is gary) did something pretty stupid and I don't know why. Well, for the past week or so he claims that he's been talking to some girl that's harrasing his best friend. But the thing is, i looked at his txt msgs last night and he was writing to some girl saying, "i miss you" and the worst one was, "carly's (me) not going to work again today so, we'll have to wait!" and, "I am deffinitly coming to see you tomorrow, can't wait!"
So, yeah that made me automatically think that he was cheating on me right?? wouldn't you think that too? So we went to bed and I couldn't stop thinking about it and it hurt so bad i started crying. He noticed i was crying about 5 minutes later and asked me what was wrong. So i confronted him about it.
He then said stupid stuff that didn't even go with what happened. Like he was trying to cover it up or something. So we got into this huge fight and turns out he's saying that he was trying to trick this girl into thinking he liked her because this girl was harrasing his best bud. See what i'm saying? I just think that is so disrespectful and I don't know what to think.
What do you think??
So, anyways i went for a walk with my sister leah and he said, when you get back the whole house will be clean. So i got back probably 2 hrs later cuz leah and i hung out longer and the only thing he'd done was "organize" the living room a little bit and put the dishes in the dishwasher. So i instantly started cleaning cuz it's a fucking pig sty in here!
I scrubbed the countertops and the floor even and i vacuumed and made everything look nice but as soon as I stepped into the bedroom, it was like a damn tornado hit. he had done laundry today and he threw all of it in the bedroom and there's 5 giant piles of clothes on the floor so i was going through them and putting them away and it's probably about 95 degrees in there and i couldn't stand it anymore. So i came in HERE to vent cuz gary's playing stupid video games with his "best friend"....
He hangs out with him almost every day. For a while there I was getting jealous. he even hangs out with his girlfriend more than me. which is weird. I don't know what to think. and i'm sick and i have to work tomorrow and if i don't go in tomorrow they're gonna go through my locker and throw everything out because I already missed 3 days and i have a very expensive pair of shoes in there...i don't know what to do i'm kinda depressed and stressed out and i feel like very confused!
I think i'm dehydrated as well....cuz its just too hot to handle!!
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so, i didnt know if you figured out how to pots pictures ? i usually just load the pic in to one of my "my pictures" sections and then i click on the picture i want to put in my journal and right click on the picture and scroll down to hit "properties"
and then highlight the "http" thingy (i dont know what its called..the whole link) and hit "copy" and then go to your update section like you would to post a new journal and push image and paste it in the window there and..walla !..whew ! i think thats how you do it . im pretty new at it too..heeh ! i hope i helped !
Sounds to me like your boy is just using you; guys aren't nearly clever enough to think of a scheme like that until they get cornered. Plus not spending any time with you when you are right there is pretty obvious.
Oh well life will work itself out; hope you feel better soon. Just drink tons of water and get out for a bit and you should be okay.