druish1981

This probably sounds bad, but I'm ready for summer to be over with. It's been a rough one. Zero fun was had this summer. It's been a summer of life changes and recovery. The pain is still there a lot, but it's mostly just muscle and scar tissue pain now. I hate being on the pain meds. They're evil and it's a hard & very fine line to walk when taking them. And being diabetic now is more added stress. It's hard! I even have to take a class next month to learn about diabetes. Hopefully in time I'll catch on. Well, I have to. It's something I have to deal with for the rest of my life. Some days I wish I could make it all stop, but then I remember God only gives us what we can handle. If I didn't go through it, someone else would have to go through it. Sure the past 5 years have been really hard. I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I should quit complaining and just suck it up. Just gotta keep moving forward and keep fighting. Thank God for my family, my girlfriend, and my friends. I'm lucky to have the support team that I do have. Without them I'd be lost.