drtransi

A little on my background. A few years ago, i got thrown out of a realationship, with someone, i thought at the time was the ONE. We had gone through some serious shit together, so it was a big shock for me. I had a pretty lousy year, and everything was sort of fucked. Then i started in a new school, had a change of envirionment, so things started getting better. Since then ive had two or three girlfriends, depending on what counts as a relationship. But after a week or so ive always found out we didnt have much to say to each other. My former girlfriend and i then tried to rekindle the fire, but it only turned out to be a disaster.
Once your down, anyone can tell you, they will kick you
Last spring i found out that one of my later girlfriends was pregnant from me.

Youd think this means that im totally FUCKED.
But the funny thing is that it feels alright.

Because when i look in the little mans eyes, i know, how he must feel. Because he has to be fighting, every moment of his young life. Because i am a part of him, so ill have to stay with each part of the way. Even though we dont live together, this is still evident. He's brought me closer, to some kind of understanding, that i don't quite understand.

(in)Sincerely yours, the messiah of hell
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