drsocks

Is it better to be blunt or poetic? Everyday I struggle with that. maybe i should just walk the line between and be half-assed, noncommittal and gray.
Additionally when I write drunk it's a whole weird world when reread and edited sober.
When I write about what I enjoy writing about fully I wonder if I'm going mad.
It's been more than . . . Shit I don't know the last time I wrote a love letter. I guess I really am frozen and disinterested in anything but companionship.
SO SAD!!