Today, a new day...
better then yesturday...
Therapy was tough this morn. Alot more physical stretching and such. The shock treatments are much more intence now. I can feel it in my tummy, ick!
I am glad I can peak into her eyes, just a glimce. There is alot to comprehend, intimedating but hidden behind all that is the beauty. Thats worth everything. Just a moment of her beauty. That is what I feed upon. That is my life source. And for that I will leave something behind of equal beauty.
i put her onaa pedistal...
to soon I think. I want to much to soon.
Where is that damn rock..I need to hide again.
Just like them to come along peaking under this rock and that...
don't they know people may be under here!
oh, well here we go again
ten years dreaming of three and looking to drink of my soul
do I even have any left for them to drink
better then yesturday...
Therapy was tough this morn. Alot more physical stretching and such. The shock treatments are much more intence now. I can feel it in my tummy, ick!
I am glad I can peak into her eyes, just a glimce. There is alot to comprehend, intimedating but hidden behind all that is the beauty. Thats worth everything. Just a moment of her beauty. That is what I feed upon. That is my life source. And for that I will leave something behind of equal beauty.
i put her onaa pedistal...
to soon I think. I want to much to soon.
Where is that damn rock..I need to hide again.
Just like them to come along peaking under this rock and that...
don't they know people may be under here!
oh, well here we go again
ten years dreaming of three and looking to drink of my soul
do I even have any left for them to drink
yes, typing all of that out - in my last post - was something i needed to do. i've not saved it to my computer - just typed it and put it out there. funny that i write so much strangeness that people fail to realize when i speak the plain truth!
i'm really glad today is better than yesterday. and now i'm exceedingly curious as to who "she" is.... (attempts to raise an eyebrow, fails) and why do you want to be under a rock? i mean, sure cozy and mossy... but you're much bolder than that.
~Nightmares~