drphil

Happy St.Pattys day to you all. Shayne so you do know this area eh?
I am not drunk, ish i was but no. fuck i can't wait to graduate, go for my licensing exam and start my career.

But the main thing that is really starting to get me which can be asked in one question with many thoughts. "Why doesn't anyone ever call me and ask me to go somewhere?"
Ya thats it. For about my whole life it's been this way. I rarley RARLEY get invited to go to a bar, grab a coffee etc etc... and it doesn't help when your @ school and everyone is making plans with other classmates but you. What did i do? what did i not do? fucked if i know. Every weekend, or everynight i want to do something i have the chance i call people, i check msn to see who's online. Seems that when i want to go out i can't get a hold of anyone. and when i'm busy they are all out. i just want a real college life other than staying home. I need a life. And the internet doesn't help me. Same thing with my sex life or relationships. basically a word and a half--> NON-EXISTENT.. yup thats it. no matter how many girls i meet, talk to, blah blah blah. This brings me to another point. I hear in my class and from other friends talking to others (not me) "Oh i have a friend you should meet" or "I want to introduce you to this person" etc... never once in my life has anyone ever did that to me... ya ya i know someof you are gonna say "You shouldn't depend on your friends, etc.." I'm not. its the principle of the thing. Help a friend in need.
Me- on outside me on inside thats what i feel like. anyways i need sleep