cut my hair off. Dying it tonight. What makes us think if we change our appearance we can change who we are?
I've been consuming myself with school work. I'm a chapter ahead in all my classes. All this studying is good I guess but I keep forgetting little common sense things lately. My brain feels like a fried egg.
Tomorrow "Alone in the Dark"...
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I've been consuming myself with school work. I'm a chapter ahead in all my classes. All this studying is good I guess but I keep forgetting little common sense things lately. My brain feels like a fried egg.
Tomorrow "Alone in the Dark"...
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" Thanks to our artists, we pretend well, living under canopies of painted clouds and painted gods,... We make of the hollow world a fuller, messier, prettier place, but all of our inventions can't create the one thing we require: to deserve any fond attention we might accidentally receive, to receive any fond attention we don't in the course of things deserve. We are never...
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scagnetti:
Red as my blood when it hits the air!!!
Quick check in.
Dont go totally Lesbian on me now,
I still have dreams.
Back to the slopes I ride!!
High Ho and Away!!!!
I go.
Quick check in.
Dont go totally Lesbian on me now,
I still have dreams.
Back to the slopes I ride!!
High Ho and Away!!!!
I go.
delirium_faerie:
i only have one cat. but given time i will no doubt have 6 all on my own. does that make me my own lesbian couple?
" I am moved by fancies that are curled
Around these images, and cling:
The notion of some infinitely gentle
Infinitely suffering thing. "
Visited some friends in a far away land and I absolutely despise being back home. Worse yet, classes have started.
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shewulf:
Classes suck. I dont have classes till september hopefully. Thats if I get accepted. They only accept 10 people and I think like 25 are applying. I think I have a good chance of getting in. Good luck with your classes
Have a great weekend. Take care.
Have a great weekend. Take care.
zombievoodoo:
Whats been new? 
Stuck in a state of anxious desperation. I really need something to change. Like an animal, I strip my emotions away and follow basic instincts. There is nothing for me here. I hate feeling so alone. These are the moments when I find myself breaking things.
Don't you like the sound of breaking glass?
To cheer myself up I've been looking at pics from old...
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Don't you like the sound of breaking glass?
To cheer myself up I've been looking at pics from old...
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rumrunner:
YOU STAYED YAAAAAAAA
star10764:
well at least someone commented to my little political statement
[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 1:22PM]
[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 1:22PM]
Road Trip Operation: Failed
we drove all the way down to Myrtle Beach. Got lost on the way (never use mapquest) after 12 hours of driving we got to the hotel. I woke up in the morning and felt ill. By the afternoon, I was very sick. Realized the next morning that I have the flu. . . .
Damn 2005
we drove all the way down to Myrtle Beach. Got lost on the way (never use mapquest) after 12 hours of driving we got to the hotel. I woke up in the morning and felt ill. By the afternoon, I was very sick. Realized the next morning that I have the flu. . . .
Damn 2005
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shewulf:
That sucks that you guys got lost and drove for 12 hours. I have failed road trips before and I even had directions I just had a hard time reading them at night and the roads were complicated. So dont feel bad there are alot of others who have failed road trips as well. At least you got to get out. I could use a failed road trip right now. Take care.
Have a great weekend.
Have a great weekend.
prendick:
use mapquest...just when it says turn left....uh...turn right
feel better
feel better
Tonight I'm going over my friend's apartment and I plan to get completely trashed. I bought her a bottle of Champagne, and I plan to drink rum and wine until I puke. Ok maybe not that much.
Tomorrow morning (New Years Day) I'm leaving for Myrtle Beach. My friend called me up the other day and asked if it I wanted to get out of...
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Tomorrow morning (New Years Day) I'm leaving for Myrtle Beach. My friend called me up the other day and asked if it I wanted to get out of...
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scagnetti:
Digging the new improved moniker.
velvetknuckles:
Your art work is compelling and very intense.
Ever meet someone that you have such an intense connection with it is almost an addiction. I met someone like that. I'm definitely suffering from withdrawal. 
Hope everybody had a Merry Xmas! I'm happy it's over with. I made the mistake of trying to return something today. I took two steps into the mall, looked around, and went back to my car. I hate crowds,...
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Hope everybody had a Merry Xmas! I'm happy it's over with. I made the mistake of trying to return something today. I took two steps into the mall, looked around, and went back to my car. I hate crowds,...
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tiffanylynn:
Hey, you were in Philly. You should join SGPhilly if you havn't already.
I'm glad Xmas is over too. It's a dumb holiday (in my opinion).
1. I don't make resolutions (well New Year's ones anyway).
2. That's tough...maybe Ministry many many years ago.
3. pixie stix without a doubt.
4. Best job? camp counselor for inner city kids
the worst? dishwasher...
5. What was your favorite Xmas gift? cookie monster underwear.
I'm glad Xmas is over too. It's a dumb holiday (in my opinion).
1. I don't make resolutions (well New Year's ones anyway).
2. That's tough...maybe Ministry many many years ago.
3. pixie stix without a doubt.
4. Best job? camp counselor for inner city kids
the worst? dishwasher...
5. What was your favorite Xmas gift? cookie monster underwear.
prendick:
Your movin' up in da werld...alphabetically that is...
I've been a very naughty girl.
How about you,
have you been naughty or nice?
How about you,
have you been naughty or nice?
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rumrunner:
YOU already know the answer to that question 
p.s. MERRY XMAS HOHOHOHOHO sANTA has a BIG suprise for YOU
p.s. MERRY XMAS HOHOHOHOHO sANTA has a BIG suprise for YOU
shewulf:
I've been alittle naughty and alittle nice. Mostly naughty.
That still sucks about you losing your job near christmas. I didnt get to buy everyone gifts this year either like I wanted to because of bills.
Hope you had a great christmas.
That still sucks about you losing your job near christmas. I didnt get to buy everyone gifts this year either like I wanted to because of bills.
Hope you had a great christmas.
They changed my alias!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I got an email from erinseale@mac.com saying exactly this:
"Sorry but I had to change your alias to make room for a new SuicideGirl!
Thanks for understanding
xoxo
erin"
That's not fucking right, it was my alias now I have red1 I don't think so! I'm really pissed off. They shouldn't be able to do that. I pay every month for...
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I got an email from erinseale@mac.com saying exactly this:
"Sorry but I had to change your alias to make room for a new SuicideGirl!
Thanks for understanding
xoxo
erin"
That's not fucking right, it was my alias now I have red1 I don't think so!
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deceptiviewfilm:
yeah that bothers me too!!! not much we can do DAMN BUREACRACY!!!
DAMN BUREACRACY!!!
shewulf:
Thats fucking gay. Someone should be able to just come along and steal your name. To me you'll always be Red.
Happy holidays sweetie.
Happy holidays sweetie.
next week is finals and then freedom. Things are hell in the suburbs of AC. Have you ever seen Super Milk Chan? It makes me so happy. Also Dawn of the Dead on DVD! so great. I love the zombie baby.
I'm losing my job. The manager and I don't get along. I don't suck up.
December is always a hard month.
If you need...
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I'm losing my job. The manager and I don't get along. I don't suck up.
December is always a hard month.
If you need...
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fantazdick:
1) I can lick my eyebrows and breath through my ears. 
2) Yes, depends on how do-able the person was, and if they plan on putting anything in my ass.
3) Sweaty stripper. all those pheramones, mmmmmmmmm!!
4) Hot, passionate, panting, heaving in my ear. mmmmm!!
5)
6) A judge in a best blowjob competition.
7) I like playing like I'm Dr. McDickles, and playing Dr., or playing cop as Cpt. Peter FantazDick, and interigating a suspect.
2) Yes, depends on how do-able the person was, and if they plan on putting anything in my ass.
3) Sweaty stripper. all those pheramones, mmmmmmmmm!!
4) Hot, passionate, panting, heaving in my ear. mmmmm!!
5)
6) A judge in a best blowjob competition.
7) I like playing like I'm Dr. McDickles, and playing Dr., or playing cop as Cpt. Peter FantazDick, and interigating a suspect.
shewulf:
Good luck on your finals. My last final is on tuesday then I get lots of time off. I dont have to go back to school till september and i'll be taking classes at the hospital.
Aww that sucks ass about your job. How could they fire someone so close to the holidays. Fuck them. Sounds like a really bad day. I'm sorry sweetie *Hugs!* It is sad about dimebag. very tragic.
1. Writing poetry
2. Never.
3. Chocolate and coffee
4. Violin
5. No
6. to own my own non killing non caging animal shelter which is funded by the money i make from my modeling career
7. Battleship
Whats with the #1 at the end of your name?
Aww that sucks ass about your job. How could they fire someone so close to the holidays. Fuck them. Sounds like a really bad day. I'm sorry sweetie *Hugs!*
It is sad about dimebag. very tragic.
1. Writing poetry
2. Never.
3. Chocolate and coffee
4. Violin
5. No
6. to own my own non killing non caging animal shelter which is funded by the money i make from my modeling career
7. Battleship
Whats with the #1 at the end of your name?
Betty Page!
Irene Cara