Wednesday Apr 14, 2004

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Sweet drug induced harlequin father. How not surprised my look must be, seeing you ignore it all. What a nicety to forget the happenings of the day before. Leaving me to be the only one remembering my picking you up off the floor.
Afternoon will bring the Red Queen home. Along with the soulless feeling she conjures within me. She tears at me with eyes and mouth, bleeding me dry. Mother how you tempt me with death, for I have no tears left to cry.

So now I find my rabbit hole. I have to get out off here now. I should have never come back. I can't type what's happened. Now all I have is the sensation to run from here. Does anyone have some closet space or room underneath your bed where I can stay? I'll be your favorite monster.


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shewulf:
You can come stay with me wink and you can come dance around naked with me...I started college in 99 then dropped out and went to another school for maybe 2 semesters and quite and then took some time off and my mom convinced me to go back to the school i started at and get a degree....It was tough convincing myself to go back, but I actually enjoyed it. I just kept telling myself that when i'm done i'll be making really good money. that keeps me going...Schools not frightening. Once you go you'll make plenty of friends. Just start out slow. Dont over load the first semester.......Thanks....I'm going to search every day till i find something new...Its hard but I will find something new....Sucks that you couldnt have red hair at that job..I mean red hair is a natural color...I can understand blue or green but red! thats stupid...anyways i hope i helped. You should go to college it will pay off in the end....Good luck. Have a great day
holymackerel:
oh you poor baby! *HUGS*
are you okay?
you can email me i you want to talk kiss
xoxo
holy

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