I'm thinking that today I'll take a few hours out to read. I'd like to finish three books by this weekend.
In other news, I saw Eponine kiss a robot.
I went *eww*.
It was red.
The camping trip is going to be fun, even if there are showers there.
There apparently were marshmellows on top of the toaster oven. I didn't know this. I made pizza. I can't wait.
Miss my head, miss my heart, miss my lungs
Be what you want to be
Watch what you want to see
Killed for fun
Down a hole, up a rope
Down some pills, up some hope
This karma machine only takes quarters
New age soldier, new age soldier
Rock.
Anyway, I have been feeling pretty together and lucid lately. Maybe the blue is just seeping into my brain but I'm really in order, things don't bother me as much, I feel a bit number, but not in a bad sort of way. In a "oh, t'was but a glancing blow!" sort of way.
Feelings on love:
Letting go of people can be a really good thing. I personally feel trying to keep something that no longer exists is the cause of most pain I feel. Be it imagining a situation how it isn't, or just trying to hold on to a person or a feeling.
I don't think people fall out of love, I just think people change. I don't think people fall in love, either.
I love Kayla now. My current self loves what I imagine her current self to be. If I change, and don't love her current self, it's not falling out of love. This "me" never loved her. Also, if she changed to the point I no longer loved her, obviously I still love the old 'still image' of her, just not the current one.
Same goes for old flings. Kayla has been in love before. Her old self still loves that old person. I think the problem with realising silly stuff like that is people assign it more value that it really deserves. I'm as much my old self as I am anyone else.
/thought
Anyway, with all of that said, I need some advice on shampoo/soap to by. Yes, soap. My current detergent is hurting my skin, I think it's due to it being lauryl sulfate-based.
Should I continue to use detergent? Soap? Soapy herb?
To continue that, I've been feeling really out of energy, and losing my energy quickly, no matter how much I sleep. How can I remedy this?
Herbs?
Vitamins?
Which ones?
In other news, I saw Eponine kiss a robot.
I went *eww*.
It was red.
The camping trip is going to be fun, even if there are showers there.
There apparently were marshmellows on top of the toaster oven. I didn't know this. I made pizza. I can't wait.
Miss my head, miss my heart, miss my lungs
Be what you want to be
Watch what you want to see
Killed for fun
Down a hole, up a rope
Down some pills, up some hope
This karma machine only takes quarters
New age soldier, new age soldier
Rock.
Anyway, I have been feeling pretty together and lucid lately. Maybe the blue is just seeping into my brain but I'm really in order, things don't bother me as much, I feel a bit number, but not in a bad sort of way. In a "oh, t'was but a glancing blow!" sort of way.
Feelings on love:
Letting go of people can be a really good thing. I personally feel trying to keep something that no longer exists is the cause of most pain I feel. Be it imagining a situation how it isn't, or just trying to hold on to a person or a feeling.
I don't think people fall out of love, I just think people change. I don't think people fall in love, either.
I love Kayla now. My current self loves what I imagine her current self to be. If I change, and don't love her current self, it's not falling out of love. This "me" never loved her. Also, if she changed to the point I no longer loved her, obviously I still love the old 'still image' of her, just not the current one.
Same goes for old flings. Kayla has been in love before. Her old self still loves that old person. I think the problem with realising silly stuff like that is people assign it more value that it really deserves. I'm as much my old self as I am anyone else.
/thought
Anyway, with all of that said, I need some advice on shampoo/soap to by. Yes, soap. My current detergent is hurting my skin, I think it's due to it being lauryl sulfate-based.
Should I continue to use detergent? Soap? Soapy herb?
To continue that, I've been feeling really out of energy, and losing my energy quickly, no matter how much I sleep. How can I remedy this?
Herbs?
Vitamins?
Which ones?
[Edited on Jul 15, 2003]